[Broken Wings]

I am just so fed up with it. All the lying, starving, puking, avoiding, comparing, and any other thoughts related to food is so pissing me off. I can't take it anymore. It drives me insane!!!!!! But I still can't get the strength to actively work on it. I don't know why, but I can't

[Elli-Beth]

I hear 'ya! How long have you been working on recovery? It took me a while to get it under control, but the fight was totally worth it!

[lindsey21]

i understand you fully that is where i am

[SoupDragon]

Thanks for posting - has given me the courage to admit this for the first time - I can sooo relate to what you are saying - my eating is all over the place and at my grand old age, it is hard to admit to anyone - food is scarey

[maggyjo]

I am there some days too, but most days I just fool myself and say I am just fine.

Maggy Jo

[Brighid]

Originally Posted by Broken Wings

I am just so fed up with it. All the lying, starving, puking, avoiding, comparing, and any other thoughts related to food is so pissing me off. I can't take it anymore. It drives me insane!!!!!! But I still can't get the strength to actively work on it. I don't know why, but I can't

Unfortunately, bulimia, can help you become a great liar when it comes to eating and hiding from those around you. I'm in the same boat and it DOES drive you crazy, but when you live with it for so long, it becomes YOU and that is NOT good. Do you see anyone for it?

in hopes you have a better day today

[Warrioress]

It annoys me that I have nothing useful to say, but I have to let you know that I read your post and that I care