[blackdragon]

Well i just started feeling good that i lost 10 more pounds. and here is the story.

well i just got done cleaning my bathroom. And now i need to clean all the potty germs off me. YUCK. Im a housekeeper and i am a big germ hater. Plus being the one who purges into a tub you dont want family finding out that stuff. So now i need a shower. I go downstairs to use my grandpas shower without him knowing. Grandma said ok so why not. Well i take the shower everythings going allright. My tummy is not as big and im just giddy. Then i turn the shower off and (((((((((CRACK))))))))))))) the heel of my right foot goes through the floor.

Now isnt that the Sh!ts. I mean i worked hard to loose these pounds through my bad diet which i have gone 3 days of no purging so thats a good thing. But really That is just Nuts. Come on I know im fat but really i dont need to be reminded.

So now im laughing. Come on i got a scale to tell me how fat i am. Now the shower is telling me im fat. What next the floor? the stairs? Bed breaking in two (oh wait allready done that).

Relly how many times does this world haft to tell me that i am fat.

what a day. Another for the books.

[Lexicon78]

Geez. That does suck. It sounds like the shower was poorly made, if you ask me. I see nothing wrong with the way you look. I think you are a beautiful woman. I'm not a small woman, either, but have accepted my weight as being me. Sure I'd like to lose about 50 lbs. and all that, but what are the chances of losing it and keeping it off for me? Slim to none! So I just have to accept myself.

You are not fat! It's not like you're 500 lbs. or anything like that. And I KNOW you're not! Anyways, I'd just say that your grandfather's shower is just poorly made...just accept that as true. If it wouldn't have happened to you, it would've been somebody else it would've happened to in the family. Trust me.