[MirrorMirror]

So, I "know" I have a distorted body image, I have been told this by numerous people, but I feel like they just dont understand what I see, what I feel. According to my docter I am technically in the average zone of weight, but close to underweight again, and I just gained back half the wieght I dropped after high school where I was still technically average. But I can SEE it when I look in the mirror (fat), I can feel it touch my clothes, and I know its always there. I hate it. I just feel like if I could loose the weight again I could finally feel happy. But I keep getting crap from my friends and even family about my eating habits. Its not that I dont eat, because I do! I just CANT eat what they do because its like a poison that will try to take control. I have to lose weight, but I am not allowed to, but there are plently of people out there underweight naturally and healthy and why could I just be one of them? Im very restrictive with my food and excercise to get rid of it when I do actually eat. Im just not sure if this is an issue like they make it seem, or if Im just taking dieting a little to seriously....

~MirrorMirror~

[Broken_Wings87]

Hi mirror
I am so sorry to hear that you are having such a hard time right now. I hope you are able to talk to someone about the way you are feeling I know that's easier said then done.
Take care.
Broken