[Woundedheart1]

. I am extremely stressed am overwhelmed. I hate mirrors I broke every last one in my house because they're all like funhouse mirrors making me look like a combo between the fat lady and the midget at the circus. I loath my freaking body and all my clothes. I refuse to eat and keep passing out and having hypoglycemic crisies. I had a seizure over the weekend bc my sugar went too low. But I still don't care. My docs want to Hosp me but I refuse to go Again! It doesn't work I just get out and relapse. I feel like I'm in a conundrum. I am so depressed I can't even function and it's causing my Ed to spiral out of control. I just don't know where to turn. I feel so lost and forlorn. What next?

[andreacc]

Hey, i´m currently recovering from anorexia and i think i understand how you feel. About a year ago I was really depressed, hated my body and refused to eat. I decided to visit a psychiatrist (though at first I refused) and it's been the best decision i've ever made. I'm currently on prozac and its helped me a lot to overcome those feelings of self-hate. Are you on any medication??

[Woundedheart1]

I am infact on antidepressants and another moodstabalizer but it doesn't seem to be helping. I'm seeing a pdoc and T and talking a lot about my feelings and fears with them I just don't feel like I'm making forward progress. I'm happy it's worked so well for you actually a bit jealous. I so fed up with this battle. It's just been such a long battle and I'm so afraid of change I feel so incredibly frozen. I appreciate your input.