No control.

I feel so lost, :/ No matter how hard I try, I always slip, and end up worse. I suffer from Bulimia, I eat my emotions away, and gain weight. I'm sick of how I look, how I feel, and how I can't control what I do. It's the worst feeling in the world, and I feel worthless. I should'nt even be on this planet, why should I stay here and suffer every single day of my life. It's not worth it. I will fight, but I'll keep falling. :/

I just needed to let this out, so please don't feel offended by this guys.

Hi: Don't give up!!! It's difficult but not impossible. I'm suffering from anorexia thinking to start treatment soon. Are you seeing a professional who can help you with the bulimia? I wish you all the best!!

Thanks for your kind words, and no I have nobody that can help me. Atleast not at this time, my next appointment is next month..so it's a long way away till I talk to my normal doc. I wish you the best with your treatment :]