[Katix3]

I recently stopped eating...Im obsessed with the number on my scale and it's the biggest secret I have right now. If I eat I make sure It's not a lot of calories. It kills me because I've been taught that doing this is bad. I just can't stop I like the sort of emptiness in my stomach. I sound Horrid. My parents havent found out because I try to stay in my room and act like I'm asleep if they cook. If I eat too much..I use laxatives. It hurts like hell. What is this? For ex. My boyfriend came over and my parents bought us chinese. I was pissed off because I would have rather them cooked. I thought of all the grease and what not..2 months ago I would beg for chinese food. When my boyfriend left I hurried to take the pills. Can someone tell me what is wrong with me?..

[SingDanceRunLife]

No one here can diagnose you. Go see a doctor or other professional. Take care.

[buttrfli42481]

SDRL is right, we are not professionals and cannot diagnose you. What we can do is support you. It is my opinion that you need to see a dr about this before it gets out of control. Please seek help now.

[AV747]

Remember, were there any negative words or actions in your direction lately? What's the reason you stopped eating? Someone called you fat ? You are a girl and you need to eat, because you're a mother to be, you have to bear healthy children . If you continue to refuse to eat, your internal organs may work poorly, you feel bad, you will get sick. Until the late start to eat.

[Blegh.]

I have been feeling the same way lately. It gets better when I don't purge and just focus on music. I'm sorry I don't know what to say about what it is we're going through and how you can feel better, but you are not alone. Just keep swimming!