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Nov 10, 2013, 01:26 AM
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Ok, so this is the third day in a row I've gorged myself. I'm not purging, I'm keeping thast promise to myself- been about half a year as I said in my last post- but I've actualy used some laxatives. I've ever done that before. Like, actual laxative pills, not eating a bunch of applesauce or raisins or some ****. And then today, I was being cheap and I bought some castor oil. Man, do not mess around with that! It made me really let loose in the bathroom, if you catch my drift. (I'm trying not to be graphic). So after that I'm thinking how gross that was and how I'm never doing that again and here I am a mere 5 hours later about to take some more castor oil because I jut gorged myself again. What I need to do is throw that **** away . .. . .
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Nov 10, 2013, 03:49 AM
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 dump it as soon as you can. This still counts as purging.
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Nov 10, 2013, 03:41 PM
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Don't waste your energy being angry at yourself - put it towards dumping the castor oil out! You can do it. You know you don't want to take it, and it's okay that you don't want to take it. Just get rid of it, and congratulate yourself on being true to you.
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Nov 10, 2013, 04:19 PM
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You do know you digest and absorb 100% of the food and calories by the time it gets to the large intestines to be purged out? So if the laxatives are to try and not gain weight from the binging it defeats the purpose. You just get dehydrated.
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Nov 13, 2013, 01:27 AM
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Hey, you were right, I weighed myself this morning and I have gained 5 lbs.
I was going to get up and exercise this morning but didn't have the energy and so I am standing up an additional 4 hours tonight after work and going to the gym in the morning. I'm trying to at least get back to where I was Friday morning. And I threw out the Castor oil, that stuff made me feel sick for a day afterward and I didn't even go to the bathroom again after the last time I had some. I think it's not worth it, my stomach was really not feeling well and the day before yesterday I actually went home early from work because I felt so bad.
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