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Just wanted to say: Someone really upset me with trespassing issue. I can not change it much because it is the Landlord. He inspected the place and I should have stayed home for the 24 hour notice of inspection (health and safety) he did three this year which is much. I had something important to do both times it was scheduled. Well anyway there are things out of place such as records and documents of mine. For instance old water bills from the 1990's he mixed into the latest school folder from January. Also He was into my divorce papers from 1982 which he moved into my lease folder I have for the last two leases I have had for recent years in a newer type folder. I found my large copy of my Social Security card in a recent bible study book from a month ago-very out of place. He did not put things back where they were. I startled me to find this stuff: it upset me to find this stuff that has been neatly tucked away and painful to want to see. I can not get into his face because I am low income and don't have anywhere to move to yet. I do not want a lousey rental reference and he will say bad stuff because he has about others that are perfectly good.
I never have in the last 7 years, overeaten- as I have been doing for the last 3 weeks- due to being very upset. Please give me some comfort. Legally I can't fix this so I don't want to hear that. -I can't because it would make me crack up and I know it. Thank you for understanding. I am very ill and getting much worse. Eating larger and larger amounts until it hurts so that I do not scream or something. I am so sick right now.

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Man, I don't know what to tell you other than that really sucks and I'm here for you in whatever way possible. Instead of binging, try exercising or doing something productive to get your mind off of the fact that you want to eat excessively. If you still have the desire to eat, make yourself wait about 30 minutes. Another tip would be to eat ice. It makes you think your eating and gives you a satisfying full feeling. Hope things get better for you!