[TheTurtleLives]

I need some help.
1 week ago i could eat but feel nausea and never sick
This past week NOW i cant eat because i vomit EVERYTIME i eat or drink
I dont have a ED well i dont think so i have lost so much weight im now 40 kilos (93 pounds i think)I try to eat but i cant do it i just want to be sick!!
I need to eat though
The pain in my stomach is excruciating and it hurtssos much after vomiting!
I dont know what o do my parents dont know and no teachers or adults know.
Please any help!!

[glok]

Hello, TheTurtleLives. Is there a reason you have not spoken to your parents about this?

[TheTurtleLives]

Hello, and yes
I haven't spoken to them because i am scared to speak to them after they found out about my self harming it got bad) so i am TERRIFIED to tell them this.

[Vossie42]

Just from what you wrote, it sounds like anxiety to me. The nausea, the wanting to eat but it physically hurts to eat, the rapid weight loss. I had that at the beginning of the year. I've also been anorexic and have occasional bouts with bulimia. The thing at the beginning of the year was only anxiety, albeit off-the-charts strong anxiety. Can you talk to your school counselor or a member of the clergy at church if you're religious? It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of stress and could use some help.

[Verity81]

I think it's best you see your GP to rule anything physical out. I'm not sure why you are so scared to tell your parents? I don't see why they would be angry?

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[TheTurtleLives]

Originally Posted by Vossie42

Just from what you wrote, it sounds like anxiety to me. The nausea, the wanting to eat but it physically hurts to eat, the rapid weight loss. I had that at the beginning of the year. I've also been anorexic and have occasional bouts with bulimia. The thing at the beginning of the year was only anxiety, albeit off-the-charts strong anxiety. Can you talk to your school counselor or a member of the clergy at church if you're religious? It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of stress and could use some help.

I refuse to talk to my school Councillor after she yelled at me the same for the nurse!! I am not religous im trying ways I can get out of the house but Latly I havnt been able to get out after something happened my parents dont know what happened but im scared...Im still not eating right either but im trying it getting sore as the day goes on though!!

[Vossie42]

Can you eat ice cream? Any food you can get in you will help alleviate the stomach pains. Since ice cream is dense in calories, it could help you keep from losing more weight. For that matter, any calorie-dense food would help. Maybe go to the health food store and get a protein powder to mix up and drink. There are lots of stuff on the market.

So sorry you're having such a horrible time. It's awful being a kid.

[TheTurtleLives]

Thank you for the reply i will try some ice cream

Thanks and it is hard i absolutly hate it!! wish I was 18 and then I could go get myself some help!!

[waggiedog]

Hello dear dear TurtleLives. I'm soooooooooooooooo sorry you are struggling so much. I also see what you've written at the very bottom of your message. So, you have Borderline too, it sure hits hard doesn't it? My eating disorder and depression is due to BPD but each disorder is full blown. I've had ED's and depression for the last 33 years and they are still as rampant as they were way back then I'm sad to say. Please do message me if you want to talk, I'll be here hunny. HUGS and LOVES, as ever. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

[eskielover]

Stressful things have always hit me in making me not able to eat....from the time I can remember way back when I was in high school & before....anything that stressed me, especially when it was something that happened that I couldn't talk about.....it first went to feeling sick & not being able to eat. Most of the time I never threw up because I hate throwing up....that makes me feel even sicker......but honestly until I was able to confront what happened & get it out in the open to someone I knew would just listen.....it would continue to eat at me & make me even more sick.

Even at my age, it continues to bother me that same way. At the age of 43....major stress hit & I lost so much weight I was continually in the medical hospital with a central line & IV nutrition (don't let it get that bad).....then I went through a trauma about 9 years ago & reacted the same way....ended up in the medical hospital again with a central line & IV nutrition. Definitely make sure you at least drink something like sustacal or the other nutrition drinks to keep your nutrition balance up so you don't become anemic....it's the anemia that causes the most problems.....& then one starts passing out & there is NO CHOICE other than getting help because it can no longer stay covered up.

[TheTurtleLives]

Thank you eskielover, Yes I can agree its the stress and the axiety for me, I'm always anxious ALWAYS!!
I was doing good eating 2 meals a daya snack every 2 hours but I have dropped down to eating nothing I havent eaen in about 1 1/2 days, I don't like being sick I hate it it hurts and its just gross!!!! But for some reason I can't help it it is almost like myb ody wants to do it I hate it!! I havnt been hospitlized for it, I havnt talked to anyone (Its kinda hard to talk to anyone some people just pass me off like they dont care) Also I have no internet or hpone so It makes it hard to call anyone or chat online!!