[mikegbsb]

i am so sick of binging. i've been doing it nearly every night. thursday night i ate so much and i made a vow that i would stop. i did ok on fri. but tonight i have eaten so much again that i am sick. i don't know how to stop this. then to make up for it i go hours w/o eating the next day or try to ride the exercise bike for over an hour to burn 1000 or more calories. it makes me so mad. i'm hating this. why do i do this? i just love food and i feel like i want to keep eating because it tastes so good, but it's not healthy. i just want to cry. thank you for listening.

[hopes4]

me not so good either. I purged tonight hadn't done it for about a month. so I purged after supper and then half hour later ate a piece of pie but didn't purge the second time just bc it hurt the first time and I was lazy. I feel bad when I don't like I'm being lazy.

the only thing I can offer at a time like this is heartfelt ((((huggs)))) it is sooo difficult.

[catwoman]

i have done the same thing since was about 22 years old and i am now 31...i am now starting to write down everything i eat..it helps just a bit i think...

[hopes4]

I puked up carrots and water tonight- not what I was trying to get rid of but thats all that came up. I feel lousy.