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Apr 12, 2007, 12:44 PM
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I am a recovering anorexic and bulimic....and i almost lost control a few months ago...i went from 130 to 116 ...i TOLD myself it was just due to my feeling sick...but it really wasnt..you know how you tell yourself a lie over and over again then u start believing it??
Well i only went back to 120...for some reason..which im not arguing with....but im starting to get obessed again with it.....and with me its all or nothing...oh dear ...i feel the bout of anorexica coming back on....i was triggered last night by accidentally coming across a pro ana site and the little voice in me said open it..go on open it so i did..stupid stupid stupid me......how can i be so stupid????? For opening that i DESERVE what i get.....those sites are so messed up...but will drag a recoverer down under ...sigh..im sorry
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Apr 12, 2007, 01:44 PM
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Hello Ina.
I am sorry you are having such a hard time. At least you are willing to face the truth so you can get the help you need for yourself. Please try to keep yourself safe. Take care (((INA))). Soidhonia
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Apr 12, 2007, 05:18 PM
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thank you soid for your support (((((Soid)))))
take care as well... love, Inny
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