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Nov 20, 2015, 03:55 PM
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I am absolutely disgusted by myself I feel terrible I wish I could never eat again and every time I do eat I am so ashamed and mad at myself for being so weak. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
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Nov 20, 2015, 05:35 PM
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I'm sorry you are suffering so. Try to be gentle with yourself. Nobody is perfect.
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Nov 20, 2015, 06:16 PM
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Thank you I am just so tired of it even if I starve myself all day long I am still fat and gross and disgusting I would chop it all off myself if it weren't for all the blood vessels I just don't know what to do I am so tired of feeling so out of control I just I don't even know anymore.
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Nov 20, 2015, 06:22 PM
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Nov 20, 2015, 06:31 PM
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Dear dear Eden. I'm so very sorry you feel as you do, I def DO UNDERSTAND as I am exactly the same. I've had my eating disorder for around 30 plus years, spent a few times in psych hospital because of it. Like you, I can go nearly 24 hours without food, yet no loose weight.
You really aren't alone, although I sure know it feels like you are. You can always message me if you need to vent/rant or just talk. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX |
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Nov 20, 2015, 08:29 PM
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thanks i just i really dont know what to do i am exhausted and my head wont stop every time i eat i want to make myself throw it up and then i want to cry and i just i am so over it i want to scream i cant stand this feeling all the time.
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Nov 21, 2015, 05:35 PM
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It sounds like you may be experiencing some anxiety. Do you have any meds you can take to just calm down?
Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia Risperdal 4mg Trileptal 300mgs Buspar 45mgs Ativan 1mg PRN Vyvance 70mgs PRN |
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Nov 21, 2015, 10:55 PM
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No i dont it is complicated
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Nov 21, 2015, 11:12 PM
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Do you have any kind of professional help? Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia Risperdal 4mg Trileptal 300mgs Buspar 45mgs Ativan 1mg PRN Vyvance 70mgs PRN |
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#10
Nov 22, 2015, 11:49 AM
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Yes I am seeing a psychologist and psychiatrist but I don't talk much about this stuff with them.
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