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How did everyone fair during the holiday with all the food around? Did you partake in your eating disorder behaviors? I am bulimic and did purge Christmas eve only. I have been in control since and even started the Paleo diet again. It has been 3 days and so far so good.
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Survived!
Lots of guilt about having seconds on certain desserts or candies, and I did purge once, but I've gotta say, my mind was in a much better place this year than it was last year. Good job on your progress!
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massively overate on christmas eve
I have a tradition in my house that every christmas eve I have a party dinner (lots of picky bits to eat), and I ate wayyyyy too much! christmas day I had a christmas dinner braught in from an external source, which I promptly ruined afterwards with candy (part of the idea of having the dinner braught in was to prevent me from over cooking), but I didn't eat another meal that same night which was good. on boxing day I had a huge bag of salted sticks and 2 bags of candy |
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Got sicker with bronchitis & its just hard to eat when coughibg so hard & continuously eithlut choking. Wasnt feeling much like eating after Christmas day so it made up for what I ate before.
This was an emitional Christmas season with 2 elderly friends dying. One hit be a csr the week before Christmas & my other friend died on Christmas day in the nursing home where we had a good visit just the day before. Dealing with my divorce is a good thing but stressful because of his house situation he let go into foreclosure & trying to force him to get a loan mod so I can force him to sell it in the divorce. Complex life, add sick & eating becomes a low priority, just enough to keep up energy. Endind ladt year & startung the next in the same way....nit a good way to end or begin a year.
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