[SarahB]

I'm pretty sure I've had an eating disorder for about 2 years now. I started with the low carb diet and it down spiraled from there. I went from low carb to also low fat, so I basically ate salads and exercised compulsively. I just continued to push myself to see how much less fat/sugar I could eat and then I would work out 6 times a week. My periods disappeared, my blood pressure is low and I get the constant comments of how I am too skinny. It's not until recently, thanks to an intervention letter from my Mom that I decided that I need to get help. I am scheduled to see a psychiatrist but I am scared b/c I feel like my eating disorder is the only thing in my life that I can control.

Anyways, I just wanted to share my story and see if anyone can relate. It would be nice to talk to someone who understands and who doesn't judge.

[BalishBun]

I cannot relate, sometimes I wish I was obsessive compulsive about exscersizing, but i cannot do it. I think when your body starts doing things it shouldnt, like low bp and odd periods or when they stop completely, this is telling you its not a good sign.

[Rissie_and_another]

hi sarah and welcome to PC. I have had an eating disorder going on 3 years....I understand...i started with low fat and tired to cut carbs out...then i would read the calorie labels on things....then i would not have more than 300 calories a week.....i am seeing to shrinks and i am trying to heal.......i'm sure u will heal too....good luck!

[Labyssum]

I hope things go well with your psychiatrist appointment...