[suzietas]

i have just been told i have a ed but i don't understand i fat!!!

[Irine]

you don`t understand what?

you are not fat? or you are? what do you mean

[wishfulmuscle]

if you have an ed, then you may not truly see yourself.. you would see yourself as fat, even if you werent.

and you dont have to be emaciated to have an ed.. im a normal weight, but im a full blown bulimic.

[luckyyouxx]

who told you that you have an ed in the first place?

wishfulmuscle is right, when you have an ed, its hard to see yourself the way that others do, theres like a big wall blinding you from seeing what is real. and until you can realise its there, you might not have a clue of what you're doing or seeing when you look at yourself.
That was the way it was for me. I thought I was bulimic since just over a year ago, but in reading old blogs I realised its gone way further back and I was completely oblivious.

Good luck