[mizunderstood]

Hi, I'm new to this so go easy on me but anyway I'm 13 years old I just turned 13 in May, for the few past months I've been feeling like I'm fat so I starve myself, and I'm always very depressed then I'll have a mood swing and then I'll be happy also if someone makes me mad I go crazy and say things I don't mean and I feel like I'm pushing away my loved ones. I've cut myself a few times and everytime I do I dont do it deep it just bleeds not that much and it usually leaves a scar. My friends do not know about any of this and I feel like I should first talk to people that have been through these things and see what they say so anyone please message me I need advice I need someone who will listen and not jugde me. I decided to join this website because it has helped me get allot more educated about disorders that I may have or I may just be going through a phase. So thats all thank you for reading and please message me I need to talk to someone who can help me understand what I'm going through.