[myoasis89]

i don't have a very good body image. I am not happy unless I'm under 120 pounds...preferably less...I'm 5'6 medium build. My bf gets upset when i don't eat all day...he says if I don't eat he will get pissed at me. out When I eat I feel fat...so i try to forget about food. I don't feel pretty unless I'm skinny. Unfortunately I have curves that won't go away. It's ok to have boobs but I hate my butt. I don't feel pretty unless I was ultra skinny. I usually eat one meal a day...I have a lot of insecurities...I think I am dumb...or not good enough..I isolate myself from people...I remember when I was a kid my mom told me I was fat...she was always trying to get me to go on diets...I grew out of my baby fat and became more attractive. I guess I always think back to that stage and think...I'm not pretty because i used ot be an ugly duckling...my mom wouldn't let me date until I was 18...and then she wasn't even sure I should date. I felt really ugly and undesirable...she wouldn't let me dress sexy...I just felt lost...I felt ashamed when i wore revealing clothing on a date..so i would always dress conservative...I don't know...I wish sometimes I had more people to care about me...I feel like a lost girl and I just want love

[cutbuddie]

Originally Posted by myoasis89

i don't have a very good body image. I am not happy unless I'm under 120 pounds...preferably less...I'm 5'6 medium build. My bf gets upset when i don't eat all day...he says if I don't eat he will get pissed at me. out When I eat I feel fat...so i try to forget about food. I don't feel pretty unless I'm skinny. Unfortunately I have curves that won't go away. It's ok to have boobs but I hate my butt. I don't feel pretty unless I was ultra skinny. I usually eat one meal a day...I have a lot of insecurities...I think I am dumb...or not good enough..I isolate myself from people...I remember when I was a kid my mom told me I was fat...she was always trying to get me to go on diets...I grew out of my baby fat and became more attractive. I guess I always think back to that stage and think...I'm not pretty because i used ot be an ugly duckling...my mom wouldn't let me date until I was 18...and then she wasn't even sure I should date. I felt really ugly and undesirable...she wouldn't let me dress sexy...I just felt lost...I felt ashamed when i wore revealing clothing on a date..so i would always dress conservative...I don't know...I wish sometimes I had more people to care about me...I feel like a lost girl and I just want love

awwe, its okay. if you actually look around, i bet most people are much uglier, dont worry. alot of people are over weight and its teir problem. 120, is a really good weight and its natural too.

[katedee]

hi there i understand how you feel about your weight i do feel fat to dough im unerweight for my age and height, im sitting at 107 pounds i still feel fat like im not good enough its to good to be true what people say about how skinny u are if you need someone to listen im here for you just send me a pm

[Christine1123]

Originally Posted by myoasis89

i don't have a very good body image. I am not happy unless I'm under 120 pounds...preferably less...I'm 5'6 medium build. My bf gets upset when i don't eat all day...he says if I don't eat he will get pissed at me. out When I eat I feel fat...so i try to forget about food. I don't feel pretty unless I'm skinny. Unfortunately I have curves that won't go away. It's ok to have boobs but I hate my butt. I don't feel pretty unless I was ultra skinny. I usually eat one meal a day...I have a lot of insecurities...I think I am dumb...or not good enough..I isolate myself from people...I remember when I was a kid my mom told me I was fat...she was always trying to get me to go on diets...I grew out of my baby fat and became more attractive. I guess I always think back to that stage and think...I'm not pretty because i used ot be an ugly duckling...my mom wouldn't let me date until I was 18...and then she wasn't even sure I should date. I felt really ugly and undesirable...she wouldn't let me dress sexy...I just felt lost...I felt ashamed when i wore revealing clothing on a date..so i would always dress conservative...I don't know...I wish sometimes I had more people to care about me...I feel like a lost girl and I just want love

I'm here for you. I know how you feel, I hate eating too. It's gotten to the point where everything tastes terrible, and I have a hard time holding a muffin down. My husband says he'll take me to the hospital if I get worse. I know he means well, but I'm afraid. I'm not sure how to fix this. I keep trying to eat, but sometimes it's all I can do to just hold something down.

Good luck you can always message me if you need help or a shoulder to cry on. My very best friend died from anorexia- and now it seems I'm following in her footsteps, with help from my mother telling me I'm a fatass. I know what you mean about feeling ugly. I seriously doubt that you are though, I'm sure you are beautiful. Have you tried therapy? I know some people treat it like it's a bad thing, but it can be a life-saver.