Hi ,

late Sunday night my computer aquired an eating disorder...

One minute after it loaded up it crashed dumped And it kept doing the same thing over and over.

something to do with the header line .... theirs irony in every corner of my life.

I've been working in safe mode copying everything. and did a system restore. a little while ago .. The crashing has stopped .

I also finished all the painting in the bathroom ,door ,everything. Now to do the tiles on the floor and ill be done with that room. Been doing some thinking and about shame because im feeling it.

being dismissed by someones words and deeds
It hurts . My heart and minds in a crash dump . I feel like withdrawing.I have actually . don't want to be hurt anymore.

so If I do go away for awhile its to do some deep contimplating.

Hope your all okay.

Patricia

[cantstopcrying]

Please be safe and well. I always love your posts, you are so smart and insightful, I just wsh
i could hire you as my personal trainer for eating!! take care of you!!!

[darkrunner]

Take care Patricia.

Awweee thanks you guys.. hope my making a funny about my compter didn't harm anyone. If i make a joke about myself its okay . never from another party . Not yet anyway..

My computer is still giving me trouble . have to keep restoring it and the dial up modem I have to uninstall and reinstall each time I leave P Central . Ive spent hours on the phone to AOL and to Hewlet Packard. Bieng on dial up with no other phone is ..

a REAL pain. I think I called AOl 15 times .

For some reason I can't get on aol again afterwards. sigh.

I also fell and got knocked out at the rink Saturday . my very fiirst. fall like that. That skate cost me 400.00

I have a shiner and the left side of my face is very bruised . My heart is bruised even more.

Can't stop I'm free...LOL!!!!!

Thanks you guys . I'm so gald your here.

Patricia