I hate food

I am so sick of people telling what to do, fair enough I do need to eat, but the thought of putting food in my mouth makes me want to vomit. I look in a mirror and I see a fat person staring back. I am married with a daughter her is 16 months old, but recently my husband keeps looking at other women, he won't touch me, we haven't had a sexual relationship in 7-8 months, he tells me I am fine the way I am, but he has never complemented once. he says I have lost alot of weight, but I don't see it. I have been to the doctors about it, they said it was all in my head and there was nothing wrong with me and I should deal with it, and I if I didn't want to eat that was my problem not theirs. I am 9 1/2 stone. I just want to look and feel attractive

O - I can't tell you how many times I've wished that I could just be done with food and not have to have it to survive. I've often thought I would be happy with soy paste every day.

We all want to feel good about ourselves and be confident. Looking good means nothing for me if I am in a constant battle in my head, though.

Hun getting thin is not going to fix what is wrong. And there is nothing wrong with you. You are not at fault. Men look for a lot of different reasons, and you beatting yourself up, and numbing your feelings is not going to fix your marital problems.

Stop hurting you. You need to love yourself maybe then he will see that.but as far as I can tell he doesn't deserve what he does have.

You are hungry for love and nothing else and I'm sorry. I feel the same way every minute that I live. I hug you. You are beautiful. Remember that for your little girl now and always.

Hi Janett66,

Welcome,
I used to wish I could just eat a kind of food like Dog buisketes .

that , the bisckeys might be the aswer. . I have A real love - hate reationship. I loved to eat but hated the weight gain from my loving. it so.

I heard the fear about your husband. Not good he's not paying you compliments . We all need a steady diet of those especailly being a new Mother. To feel apreciated loved and wanted, Do you have a Therapist to help you with these fairly interconnected issues?

Miso soy paste? LOL . I used to get Doctor Brauners powdered veg bullion and drink that .

soothing soup . vitamins and minerals and SALT!

I made miso soup too.

Patricia

{me slipping past your suportive posting. }

thankyou everyone for your support, I am trying to eat but I am fighting a losing battle. Hopefully I can eat something later