[3furrykidsmom]

Hello. I'm new today on this site but just after glancing through the forums and questions, my loneliness and feelings of isolation and like I am a freak and weird and don't fit it into any aspect of our society and me hating that all of my neighbors in my apt. complex think I'm weird because they rarely see me leave my apt. and if they do, I am totally unshowered (for 4 months now.....) and they stare at me because I look so awful and I don't speak to anyone. That being said, just after briefly going through this site and all of the different blogs and forums and topics being discussed, I finally feel hope and like I belong somewhere now. You guys are my people and I get every topic and question being discussed. I do not have any family and my friends have all abandoned me because I don't answer my phone or door or ever call them or visit. I have tried to explain to them the nature of my chronic major depression, PTSD, Agoraphobia, anxiety and panic disorders, et all....but none of them seem to "get it" and they take my absence personally even though I tell them it's not personal and that I'm not taking anyone's calls or answering the door for anyone, but alas, they have all given up on me. I already feel better just reading this site....I feel like I just arrived home and am meeting my family for the first time.

My main query today which is pressing and somewhat of an urgent manner, is:
HAS ANYONE EVER HAD ECT TREATMENTS AND AWOKE FROM THEM IN A TOTAL HUGE RAGE????

Any comments, advice, experiences or thoughts are greatly welcome and will be much appreciated. Thank you for allowing me the proper place to ask such a personal and vulnerable question such as the one I am asking. Thank you to all of you.

[pegasus]

Hello 3furrykidsmom, nice to meet you and welcome to Psych Central, yes you will find masses of support here. I don't know the answer to your question but it might be a good idea to ask it here in the Other Treatments forum.