I'm searching for me...

...and I can't find me.

I don't know if I've posted this in the right forum....but does anyone else feel this way?

I spend hours googling trying to find...something?...I don't even know what I'm looking for. A chance happening across a page that will somehow make everything make sense?

I'm sorry you're having difficulty. Just wanted to lend my support and let you know I'm here if you need to talk.

You will not find yourself through Google. There is no magical website that will fix things for you as well. Just what exactly are you looking for?

Thank you both for replying.

I don't know what I'm looking for. My mind is just a ramble of thoughts & sometimes I feel so much & other times nothing at all &....I just end up googling whatever I'm feeling or thinking or combination in the hope that I'll come across some page that describes me to a tee & I'll finally know what''s wrong.

I know really that's not going to happen I guess. But I can't stop doing it just in case I missed that one missing piece in the jigsaw.

The truth is I guess is that I don't know who I am anymore. I'm lost. And because I can't put into coherent sentences what's inside my head googling just words is all I'm left with.

Did you try seeing a psychologist with a multitude of other "extraordinairy" habits that you have? I never knew who i was and was in the same position as you until i got diagnosed with ADD after intesive neurological and psychological investigation. Instead of a multitude of interest i began focussing and eventually straightened out my self identity. Not saying you have the same but there is a chance its part of an underlying problem.

Avoid fishing for labels for yourself, and keep looking for that missing piece. That is a journey in it self.