[thatgirlonline101]

I dont know what do or feel anymore and i feel quite sad. I think i have emotionally abusive parents who make me feel like garbage and the are mad at me for breaking up with my boufreind. Infact they tolf me im stupid fpr breaking up with him because i finally find someone who sees beyond my iniquites and likes me, she said he deserves better. They want to kick me out and i have not enough money to live on my own and they want to kick me out because they dont approvw of me doing an internship in hondoras so they want me out of the house because they dont want to deal with me. Anymore because im a loser with no life and freinds and now no boyfeeind and i will live alone forever . im feeling so depressed right now and heart broken and i just want to be alone , i like being alone its because people bother me. And i am an introvert and a loser just liek my mom said.

[MickeyCheeky]

That's horrible to hear. Your parents SHOULD NOT treat you this way, their behavior is not acceptable. How old are you? Do you have other family members that can help you? You might want to call the police, if it's necessary..

Big hugs

[Sunflower123]

I'm sorry your parents aren't supportive. Their behavior really is unacceptable. Maybe your internship in Honduras will grant you a much needed reprieve. Are you old enough to move out on your own? If so, I would encourage you to do so. If not, you might want to have a heart to heart conversation with your parents about the way they are treating you. Best wishes.

[thatgirlonline101]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

That's horrible to hear. Your parents SHOULD NOT treat you this way, their behavior is not acceptable. How old are you? Do you have other family members that can help you? You might want to call the police, if it's necessary..

Big hugs

Hi and thank u for telling me that , but tbh i dont believe anyone when they say im not a loser because im 21 years old and i hardly go out with freinds and now i dont have a boyfreind because i broke up with him. I really think my parents are maybe just being honest with me . and to awnsed your question no i dont have very many family memebers, especially ones that could help me and i couldnt tell tjem anyways. Im feeling very sad right now and im scared my mom might kick me out again. She already drove me to a shelter in the past (twice) zhe just drove me to a shelter then drove away. And then she made me apologize when she claims she did nothing wrong. Im trying to do my best in life i have good grades in college and i have a part time job , but i still am not good enough

[thatgirlonline101]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I'm sorry your parents aren't supportive. Their behavior really is unacceptable. Maybe your internship in Honduras will grant you a much needed reprieve. Are you old enough to move out on your own? If so, I would encourage you to do so. If not, you might want to have a heart to heart conversation with your parents about the way they are treating you. Best wishes.

Thanks for the reply , and i really do want to move out im 21 years old and i cant stand living at home. I just dint make enough money to do that . but i want ro move out with a freind so we can all share rent. Im tired of living at home i really cant stand my parents wrath. Alot of the times im unsure if i deserve their anger. I feel like i cant tell them anything and i wish we had a better relationship. And i really want to do my internship in honduras and maybe move their but im a bit unsure if i can do that financially, but im waiting on a reply from the agency.

[MickeyCheeky]

You're not a loser because you're doing your best despite the circumstances. You said you're getting good grades and that you have a job, and that's wonderful. Breaking up with your boyfriend was YOUR choice and you've had every right to do that.

Your parents are absolutely toxic and I hope you'll be able to move. Good luck

[Teddy Bear]

Don't beat yourself up to bad.

[thatgirlonline101]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I'm sorry your parents aren't supportive. Their behavior really is unacceptable. Maybe your internship in Honduras will grant you a much needed reprieve. Are you old enough to move out on your own? If so, I would encourage you to do so. If not, you might want to have a heart to heart conversation with your parents about the way they are treating you. Best wishes.

Thanks for the reply , and i really do want to move out im 21 years old and i cant stand living at home. I just dint make enough money to do that . but i want ro move out with a freind so we can all share rent. Im tired of living at home i really cant stand my parents wrath. Alot of the times im unsure if i deserve their anger. I feel like i cant tell them anything and i wish we had a better relationship. And i really want to do my internship in honduras and maybe move their but im a bit unsure if i can do that financially, but im waiting on a reply from the agency.

[thatgirlonline101]

Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967

I'm sorry your parents aren't supportive. Their behavior really is unacceptable. Maybe your internship in Honduras will grant you a much needed reprieve. Are you old enough to move out on your own? If so, I would encourage you to do so. If not, you might want to have a heart to heart conversation with your parents about the way they are treating you. Best wishes.

Thanks for the reply , and i really do want to move out im 21 years old and i cant stand living at home. I just dint make enough money to do that . but i want ro move out with a freind so we can all share rent. Im tired of living at home i really cant stand my parents wrath. Alot of the times im unsure if i deserve their anger. I feel like i cant tell them anything and i wish we had a better relationship. And i really want to do my internship in honduras and maybe move their but im a bit unsure if i can do that financially, but im waiting on a reply from the agency.

[thatgirlonline101]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

You're not a loser because you're doing your best despite the circumstances. You said you're getting good grades and that you have a job, and that's wonderful. Breaking up with your boyfriend was YOUR choice and you've had every right to do that.

Your parents are absolutely toxic and I hope you'll be able to move. Good luck

Thank u so much for ure help.i really needed that! I was crying all night and the only thing that made me feel better was the support u gave me . thank u so much for listening to me

[thatgirlonline101]

Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky

You're not a loser because you're doing your best despite the circumstances. You said you're getting good grades and that you have a job, and that's wonderful. Breaking up with your boyfriend was YOUR choice and you've had every right to do that.

Your parents are absolutely toxic and I hope you'll be able to move. Good luck

Thank u so much for ure help.i really needed that! I was crying all night and the only thing that made me feel better was the support u gave me . thank u so much for listening to me

[rdgrad15]

Originally Posted by thatgirlonline101

I dont know what do or feel anymore and i feel quite sad. I think i have emotionally abusive parents who make me feel like garbage and the are mad at me for breaking up with my boufreind. Infact they tolf me im stupid fpr breaking up with him because i finally find someone who sees beyond my iniquites and likes me, she said he deserves better. They want to kick me out and i have not enough money to live on my own and they want to kick me out because they dont approvw of me doing an internship in hondoras so they want me out of the house because they dont want to deal with me. Anymore because im a loser with no life and freinds and now no boyfeeind and i will live alone forever . im feeling so depressed right now and heart broken and i just want to be alone , i like being alone its because people bother me. And i am an introvert and a loser just liek my mom said.

Aww I'm sorry you feel that way. You are worth way more thsn people say yoy are.

[amandalouise]

yes I agree it may be time for you to move out of your parents home. Honduras well thats where Im a bit hesitant. to go to honduras you will need some special vaccinations (shots) that takes money. you will also need to have your passport varified and validated 6 months in advance (which again takes money to get one) you will also need a visa (government document that tells why you are entering honduras and your expected date of exit from hondras this is similar to americans green card given to immigrates that come to the USA for work) this also takes money and time to complete.

you will also need to contact the US embassy in honduras they will let you know what the rules are for what you can bring into the country with you, how long you will be allowed to stay in honduras and also inform you on what to do because honduras is a high crime and war location.

my suggestion is maybe contact another relative of the family or friend that you can stay with and work towards getting your own place. this way you will be out of what ever the situation at home is at the same time able to accomplish what is needed to enter honduras if you decide you still want to go..

something else to consider... we have a president that is constantly changing the rules for whats needed to leave and enter the USA right now travel on at least 4 or 5 places are being banned for immigration, the president could decide at any point to make changes and such. the places being banned for entering the US may not be very safe for americans to go to. my point think very carefully when you are considering traveling outside of the USA. I'd hate to see someone from the US get stranded out side the USA and retaliated on because of the USA president is making all this banning of countries coming here. unless you are with the military it might not be very safe for traveling outside the USA right now and you might have trouble getting back home again. please think very very carefully about moving to another country. make sure you have everything you may need for a long term stay if things end up where you cant get back right away or when you want to.

[amandalouise]

I noticed your location in your profile says Canada. did some checking. you will need the same requirements to go to Honduras from Canada. the requirements of shots, visa and so on in my post is from the Honduras side of things...in order to enter and leave honduras no matter what country you live in its the same. the difference will be the embassy you contact wont be the american embassy it will be the Canadian embassy.

[Altarian]

I understand the feelings. My parents did something similar when my first marriage was falling apart and she kicked me out. the difference is i didn't go home, wish i had. I don't know how things work in Canada but there are programs here in the US to help find a place to live. No matter what you end up doing, do it for you and be safe. The parents will change if they want to be part of your life but as of now they are toxic from what i'm reading.