I wondered if somebody can tell me the technical term for these symptoms so I can do some googling. The only word I can think is catatonia, but it's more mild than that.
So earlier today, I noticed that I couldn't verbally complete a sentence while talking to a couple of people. I would say a few words and then stop as if I heard something and am listening but I'm actually having trouble deciding what I want to say. I also noticed I would start to do things and then change my mind so that I was walking around opening my fridge to see if I want to eat something and staring at the food like I'm trying to hear some guidance.
So I was talking to my mother on the phone, and it reminded me of how I felt while I was having psychosis. I remember that I would say a few words and then stop like I'm listening but I'm actually confused and worried that I won't say it correctly. It's like every little choice of words or actions seems so important that I can't make a choice so I freeze up.
I took used some CBD oil and it seemed to go away. Thanks for any responses.
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