[annxo]

I don't know how to stop worrying. Sometimes, I go through phases where the worrying isn't so bad...then I go through phases where just trying to speak causes me to stutter because I'm so worried about everything. At times it gives me a hard time making decisions, doing simple things right such as driving properly. There have been numerous occasions where I will freeze up and panic while driving because..well I just freeze up and panic. I often sleep for up to 12 hours... sometimes I get this feeling where everything feels so real and it I feel as if I remember everything about my life at once and it devestates me and makes me feel like I'm about to die(literally), but I am also unsure if what I'm feeling is real or a delusion.
I also feel like a lot of people know me as always smiling and cheerful which I do find myself that way around people sometimes, but a lot of times I feel as if I am suffering..it sounds dramatic but literally suffering.

Also am I using this forum correctly? Should I not post things like that?

[MeXoXO]

You are using this forum correctly I mean I don’t think you can use the forum incorrectly

Good luck 😉 I hope you get better

[mote.of.soul]

Hello. It sounds like an anxiety disorder of some sort annxo. I have an anxiety disorder and, yes, it can influence or even distort the thinking sometimes, causes considerable distress. There are treatments and therapies you could try though. Plus, yes, you're using the forum absolutely okay, don't worry about that please.

[annxo]

Thank you <3