[Photonate]

Hello. I'm just trying to get some ideas, input or suggestions on on something(s) I can possibly do to completely and totally change my overall being.

To give more detail/context on just what I mean, you know how someone can like, experience something traumatic, or have a NDE or someone with a severe drug problem will overcome it and say it completely changed them. I’m just trying to think of something I can do to completely reshape myself in a similar sense. Just you know, preferably without having to come within an inch of death or go through a severe drug addiction of course.

The best and pretty much only thing I can think of is moving to a new state and living on the streets for a little while again, see if that maybe changes anything. I was homeless once before when I turned 18, and left from Michigan down to Florida for a month or so, and I remember that had a small effect on me. But it wasn’t really anything more than considerable or lasting, so I don’t know… like I said that's just about the only thing I can think of.

Also I'm not really looking for any things that will gradually change me or improve myself over time, you know like lifestyle changes. Like I said I'm more trying to find something that will have a lasting, and more-or-less sudden change.

I hope I made my idea clear enough for you to understand what I'm trying to say and look forward to your response(s)...