[JennyDots]

This is not right. I just didn't sleep again, but I had work to do. And should be doing now. Some random things happened. And then the night went by so fast. It's really unnerving. I don't know...

Sorry I'm not making sense.

jenny

[ladyjrnlist]

Can you explain more about what you are going through? It might help us give you some better advice?

[JennyDots]

Sorry, that wasn't a very good post. I'll try and slow down. Well, first my friend told me I was paranoid. And I said I was not! And I told her, OK, I've had certain experiences that have made me cautious about trusting people. Not little things! and so, YEAH, I don't trust people, in general, most of the time, and some I pretty much don't give a chance, but that's because I'm not going to get HURT and USED and have HORRIBLE things happen, again, again, again, and then just --- FORGET ABOUT THAT? I dont' think I'm paranoid, I think I'm drawing certain conclusions that are completely warranted AND backed up by all the evidence I need! I'm not making up conspiracies! I'm being almost TOO logical! If SHE had all this happen and did NOT conclude that certain, say, professions, are generally far too evil and corrupt to just blindly let them screw you (and then, I suppose, say "Thank you?), I mean, SHE is crazy, I am far more SANE. But I ended up crying because she shook me, and I dont' want to talk to her again, and I am TIRED of people diagnosing me! Then random thing happened, I somehow opened a new tab on my browser, but I wasn't aware of it, so it was just suddenly THERE, and it's a "Are you manic " quiz from a site I haven't been on in ages. So i just laughed and ignored it. But then a little later I was bored and I took the stupid quiz! right? and not being manic at all, not that I was aware, it shocked and pissed me off when the result was "Severely Manic"! And now I can't even type. And I'm just confused. And I'm supposed to be getting work done. I wish I could just disappear!!!!!!!
jenny