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I finally gathered all the courage and found myself one of the best psychotherapist in town. . . . Well at least that's what google search showed me. . . .
I've an appointment for tomorrow n i'm death scared. . . . The Hospital where Doctor sits is way n i mean way far away from my house. . . . N appointment's for early morning. . . . dont know how i will reach there. . . . but i just know i have to. . . . Oh god im soooooooo nervous. . . . . and death scared. . . . |
#2
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Hang in there nice girl. It will okay. I'm proud of you for taking this tough step! You'll be in my thoughts!
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![]() Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#3
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But i got a feeling smthing is gonna go wrong. . . . n i dnt knw why. . . .
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#4
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That might just be the anxiety talking...is there something you can do to relax and take your mind off of it for a little bit?
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![]() Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#5
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No. . . . It could be more. . . . I have a continuous feeling things are gonna go wrong. . . . and things generally do when i have such feelings. . . . Sort of a gut instinct. . . . I had a talk with the Doc. . . . And i couldn't even talk to him properly so i told him I will talk to him when i come to his clinic. . . . I'm not sure what is gonna happen. . . . I wanna bury my head in a pillow and scream real loud. . . .
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#6
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Maybe write down some notes so you can keep yourself on track when you meet the doc. What are you afraid will happen? What is the worst thing that can happen?
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![]() Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#7
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Yeah i will do that but i din't even ask doc what he specializes in. . . . Tried telling him social anxiety and Other problems. . . . He couldn't hear me properly due to disturbance in the phone. . . . And told me he takes care of all the problems that general doctors don't take care of. . . . I'm really scared. . . . What if smthing bad happens to me. . . . Noone will be knowing where im i feel like crying now. . . .
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#8
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What bad things are you thinking could happen?
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![]() Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#9
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Anything from him taking out organs from my body. . . . Or torturing me. . . . god knows. . . .
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#10
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I promise you, that won't happen! He will probably do a consultation...ask you questions and maybe have you fill out some paperwork, that's all! Therapists specialize in talking....that is what he will do, talk. He wouldn't get positive reviews on the internet if there was anything off about him. I know you will be safe. Do you have someone who can go with you?
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![]() Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#11
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I just called up his secratory he turned out to be a psychotherapist of children. . . . im doomed. . . . all my efforts wasted. . . . c i knew smthing was gonna go wrong. . . . why do things always go wrong with me i dnt know. . . .
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#12
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Can he refer you to someone?
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![]() Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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#13
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I asked him that. . . . He told me he will let me know. . . . Im doing another google search. . . . dnt knw what will happen. . . . why me? ?
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#14
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Don't give up, okay? I know looking for help takes a lot of energy, but it will benefit you! Is there someone IRL who can help you with this? Don't look at this as a failure, more of a stumble. You went through the searching process once so you can do it again. I know sometimes things get overwhelming, those are the times we need to find the last little bit of strength we have and keep moving forward. Hopefully that T will provide you with a good list of references. You are doing the right thing in looking for help. That is a big first step and I'm proud of you!
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![]() Children's talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives. ~ Maya Angelou Thank you SadNEmpty for my avatar and signature.
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![]() nice girl
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#15
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Thanks. . . . And im gonna let u know as soon as i get a proper therapist. . . Thanks loads for ur support.
I feel like crying. . . . Really. . . . i dnt knw why. . . . |
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You are in my thoughts, nice girl.
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![]() nice girl
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#17
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Thanks a lot with all my heart can't stop crying. . . .
N u too byzantine thank u soo much. . . . ![]() ![]() |
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