Daily list of things you wish for......(anything) #3

I wish I could let go of anger. I wish for a solid night of sleep. I wish I could put more mental energy into something other tha thoughts ofcraving carbs all the time.

I wish that I could always always be drunk with no consequences so I would be as happy and carefree as I am now, I wish for a straightforward house move with no complications, I wish for enough money to buy carpets and a bed for my new house, I wish for someone to love me and care that I have the most basic of things x

Wish I could warm up my core body temp.... freezing and I am dressed as a polar explorer!!!!

wish that depression would be eradicated from this earth, that it won't be projected as the "debilitating illness that would affect millions of people by 2020"

also wish i can sleep. it's 4am and im still not sleeping -__-

I want this damn lawsuit to be over. I want my attorney to do his job. I want to have good things happen instead of this constant flow of unhappy situations all around me. And I would like my creepy selfish disrespectful negligent neighbors to move away. And I would like these neighbors to be held responsibe for their out right disrepectful lazy negligence that ripped away so much of my hard work and left me with going on 6 years with more mess than I could have ever imagined.

I wish I could stop worrying over everything. I wish someone would give me a hug.

I wish for peace within my own mind every single day.
I wish for one of my friends to wake up and see just how good of a friend I am to him so he could say oh that is what I am supposed to be.
I wish to be happy more often than depressed or angry or frustrated.

I wish my physical health was not ailing so much right now. I am usually much stronger.

I wish for an old spinster-aunt Harriet who would name me the sole heir of a small fortune, enough to live comfortably (though probably not extravagently) on for the rest of my life along with a property.

The property would lie out pretty far, but the enarest town would be a small, liberal-artsy town with lots of cultural activties and nice shops, probably somwhere in the pacfic northwest.

My home is a large victorian mansion, beautifully restored with all the mdoern coviences a truly huge library.

And I would be all alone except for the 2 days amonth I go to collect my money and buy groceries and whatnot.

I wish my dog did not have strong predatory instincts.

...yeah.

I wish I could return to December 26, 2011. I would prevent my daughter from being raped. That would stop all of the subsequent events that have happened since then that caused my BPD to flourish to the point that I could no longer cope and had to come out of denial. Yes, I was in denial and something probably would have happened eventually to cause me to lose it, but I wouild have at least had more time thinking I had no real problems and that I could manage.

By the way, my daughter is fine and has shown no lasting trama so far. Her mom, on the other hand, due to her impulsiveness and inability to handle relationships, still has a long way to go.

I wish I could get the courage to say how I'm really feeling. What's really bothering me. I wish I didn't spend every free minute of my time worrying.

I wish I knew if my liver is going to last till the FDA aproves new drugs?

Enough money to get out of debt!

Me too. That would require winning the lottery for me, tho.

Contentment

I wish for peace, joy, rest, understanding, and love for each PC member

I wish to thank Charmin for their soft toilet tissue which is much better than box tissues during a cold spell.

I wish I had not passed my ADD down to my daughters...

I wish it was April 8th, so I could start my new job and start collecting my new pay!!!

i wish it was easy to articulate my thoughts and feelings to my loved ones. this causes a strain in our relationships

my job from july back...sigh. I even miss the work, but I guess after 5 years I was used to it...but the problem was they were running out of work...so bye bye more of us.

...that my physical health was better so I could work in the yard.

was like meditating, could relax, be alone, grow something green & pretty.

my usual...
Someone to love and be loved by
To get out of debt
To be free of all mental illness