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I've battled through many things. I have had moments this year feeling generally ok. But there is something about a birthday that brings me down very low. I feel incapable of ridding my ideations, and I feel incapable of letting things go. My mind fixates. It dwells, and I suffer.
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Happy birthday
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Ooh Happy Birthday! I'm sorry to hear your birthday depresses you... I hope you can find something, no matter how small, to enjoy about your day. Can you take off work? Maybe go someplace that is special to you (a park, to a good restaurant, to a museum?)
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Yeah, I feel a bit like this about birthdays.
My parents never bothered much about them. I always wanted a party like other kids, but never got one. I remember a kid at school moaning at me, saying I went to her party and never asked her back. But my mother wouldn't do anything like parties, she wouldn't let people in her house let alone let me have a party! |
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It is my birthday on Wednesday and I feel the same so I do understand where you are coming from. Hope your day is going ok and that you managed to find some good in it xx
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Ditto, I think. Unhappy birthday? xD
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Your replies gave me something to be happy about.
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I wish you the best possible day, Zorghen.
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I hate my birthdays too, I had a lot of problems when I turned 50. I used to ruminate endlessly every year. However over the last few years I have managed to turn it into 1 or 2 funky days followed quickly by thinking of how much I learned in the last year. I learn something new everyday by coming to sites like this.
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Happy birthday
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![]() I get this feeling about birthdays too. ![]() Is it ok to give you a ![]()
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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Just to let you know, thinking about you
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Happy Birthday Zorghen!
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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Thank you everyone.
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Hope your birthday was better than you thought it might be.
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