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Old Jul 07, 2017, 06:49 PM
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I hear voices, as in psychosis. My employer didn't have a safety measure up near the trap door to prevent accidents. It wasn't until after I fell that she put in a safety door. She angers me so much. When I was in the hospital, she texted me and told me that it was her biggest safety concern for 14 years. If that was the case, why wasn't it fixed? I missed graduation, over 35 days of school, missed going to college with my friends, and missed moving out by age 19. I'm 19 now and life is miserable. I don't know how to stay positive when all I hear are voices and thinking about disturbing images.

I'm sorry I'm so negative. I hope you're doing well
Aww I'm sorry about that. And I can understand your frustration about not moving out of the house yet. I did go to college but had to move back home after graduating, I am 27 and want to get out so badly. I am sorry your employer did that to you.

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Old Jul 07, 2017, 07:04 PM
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I'm still sick, but it will be over soon.
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Old Jul 07, 2017, 07:12 PM
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I'm still sick, but it will be over soon.
Aw, hope you feel better soon.
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Old Jul 08, 2017, 05:50 PM
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its all i can do to work full time; actually its more than i can do because i don't function at all outside of work; i don't socialize at all barely even go to the grocery store because of social anxiety; i dont enjoy interacting with people; i have to for forty hours a week to pay the bills but when i get home im exhausted and done for mentally and emotionally;
all i have in my life is what i have to do; i dont even have money to take a short drive in the country which is what i like; all i have is what has to be done and i really cant see the point of it anymore; when do i get to the part where im allowed to enjoy myself; i can only do so much and im doing it at my best but its still not good enough. i cant even finish what i have to do much less what i want to do; its just a dream like shattered lamp under my bare feet.
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Old Jul 08, 2017, 07:16 PM
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Still sick but doing okay.
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Old Jul 08, 2017, 09:52 PM
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How are you all doing? Just like to see how everyone on here is doing and if there is anything you would like to talk or vent about.
all things considered i'm.... alive and not in jail, hospital or ground.
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Old Jul 10, 2017, 07:30 PM
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Now much better, thanks to this cold going away.
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Old Jul 10, 2017, 07:36 PM
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Now much better, thanks to this cold going away.
Oh well I am glad you are feeling a bit better.
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Old Jul 11, 2017, 06:33 PM
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Pretty good so far.
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Old Jul 11, 2017, 06:38 PM
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Pretty good so far.
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Old Jul 11, 2017, 07:13 PM
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Pretty good, depression from last week seems to have lifted
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Old Jul 11, 2017, 07:56 PM
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all things considered, i'm doing good, learning to just "be"

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Old Jul 12, 2017, 05:43 AM
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Old Jul 12, 2017, 05:44 AM
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Pretty good, depression from last week seems to have lifted
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Old Jul 12, 2017, 07:40 PM
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Much better. Roof is done, so no more loud pounding at 8:30AM.
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Old Jul 13, 2017, 02:39 AM
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Better than just above ground today.
I hadn't been sleeping well and did last night, which was delightful. I've gotten a lot done this morning as a result due to the energy, which I also have not even longer than I can remember. It is so nice to accomplish something for a change. So I'm doing much better today.

Sending good vibes to everyone.
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Old Jul 13, 2017, 06:52 PM
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Doing alright. Still nervous about class tomorrow, but I'll get through it.
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Old Jul 14, 2017, 11:05 AM
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Hello all.

Hope you are all well and having a good day
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Old Jul 14, 2017, 06:03 PM
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Pretty good. Stayed busy for most of the day.
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Old Jul 14, 2017, 07:01 PM
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Hello all.

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Old Jul 15, 2017, 03:31 AM
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Agitated.

My boyfriend dragged me out to dinner tonight. To a restaurant. I'd been inside the house for 5 days straight.

I just couldn't handle it, and asked him if we could leave early. So, we took our dinners to go, and here I am. Eating the leftover dinner.
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Old Jul 15, 2017, 09:15 AM
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Agitated.

My boyfriend dragged me out to dinner tonight. To a restaurant. I'd been inside the house for 5 days straight.

I just couldn't handle it, and asked him if we could leave early. So, we took our dinners to go, and here I am. Eating the leftover dinner.
Aw well at least you got to take it home. I hate eating out too. Unless it is Taco Bell or McDonalds or any other fast food place where the food comes quickly and it is not very crowded, I hate eating out. It is usually too crowded, can't hear well due to me being hearing impaired, and it takes too long to get the food.
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Old Jul 15, 2017, 03:31 PM
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In one sense, I'm doing very poorly today because my symptoms have been intense for a week now and I haven't been very functional at all, externally or internally.

In another sense, though, I'm doing well. My brother and sister have been helping me a lot, and I've been able to appreciate their company and support. I've gotten some medical care and have a plan to get more. And the skills I'm applying have helped me stay out of the hospital so far.
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Old Jul 15, 2017, 06:18 PM
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Doing good. Had a pretty good day.
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Old Jul 15, 2017, 07:29 PM
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Aw well at least you got to take it home. I hate eating out too. Unless it is Taco Bell or McDonalds or any other fast food place where the food comes quickly and it is not very crowded, I hate eating out. It is usually too crowded, can't hear well due to me being hearing impaired, and it takes too long to get the food.
I dislike crowds too, and I don't eat at fancy restaurants, so the food is sub par to my own cooking. If there was an imaginary volume button that I can turn down in restaurants, I'd use it, just to minimize all the extra noise in restaurants like babies crying, dishes clanking together, other people talking, the sound of the cooks in the kitchen, etc. Too much sensory stimulation for me right now.
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