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Legendary Wise Elder
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#281
Sleep deprived. Crabby. Worried about work. I want to take my meds early. My anxiety is through the roof and I don’t know why.
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Member Since Jan 2018
Location: Wisconsin
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#282
As lonely and spiteful as ever.
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Member Since Jul 2018
Location: UK
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#283
Tired.. and sad.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,226
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#284
I’m exhausted and I don’t know why. I can barely stay awake. I can’t tell if I really am just not getting enough sleep or if I’m getting sick or what. I thought I slept better last night. Not great but still better then the night before.
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Poohbah
Member Since Aug 2015
Location: Philadelphia PA.
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#285
I'm feeling very upset that 11 people were murdered at the "Tree of Life" synagogue today by a s.head antisemite man.
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Member Since Mar 2018
Location: United States
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#286
Feeling lazy
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#287
I am feeling at peace.
it's still quite early on a sunday morning so it is very quiet outside- not even much traffic. figuring I'm going to have some of my coke, (yes, this early), get changed, then get some breakfast |
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Member Since Jul 2011
Location: Anywhere where I can grow
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#288
I woke up crying.
Thinking about how there's so much evidence that i am not valued by others. Deleting what I wrote.. it's just my path I guess and just deal with it. It's hurtful what humans do to each other but perhaps this again is just another lesson of me valuing myself... At least I am strong, even others see that in me. __________________ "A laugh is worth a hundred groans in any market." Charles Lamb
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Member Since Jul 2018
Location: Canada
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#289
I'm quite happy and content 😊😘
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#290
It’s getting closer to work, so the worse I’m feeling.
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Location: Wisconsin
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#291
Utterly apathetic. My life has zero meaning, and the suggestion that I look within myself for meaning is ridiculous and trite because I am hollow and feel nothing but desperate ennui and despondency.
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Member Since Nov 2013
Location: Australia
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#292
Sore back Ughhhhh
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2013
Location: planet earth
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#293
Pissed off i was awoken by someone playing their game on their speakers very loud and then laughing like it’s hilarious.
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#294
Feeling pretty good right now, I am bored a bit but that's ok.
I have been a little productive, did the vacuuming of the dwelling.. and I actually remembered to turn on the dishwasher before I left this morning, dishes are put away.. I wasn't terribly productive at work but I did finish up checking my yearly logs, there were only two I forgot to put entries for.. I am glad I have my odd memory and some emails __________________ "A laugh is worth a hundred groans in any market." Charles Lamb
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#295
I’m feeling decent.
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#296
I'm not feeling very good. Almost on the verge of crying. I want everything fixed. I'm tired but not willing to sleep. Overwhelmed by how my life is changing. If I had to guess, I'm going into a hypomanic state.
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: England,UK
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#297
Sorry things are so bad for you Kitracer.I hope they improve soon.
I feel a bit despondent today,so many issues are going on with me,the latest being tendonitis I think causing me numbness in my arms and legs. Weight is gaining not losing,so feel bad about that and blood sugars are too high still,no progress there.But thing is therapy is going great and I feel in a good place even though my situation currently can feel like the same old **** with no progress on solving loneliness and having my own people in my life.I oscillate between feeling what's the point why not just give up and die and feeling oh good I am getting somewhere.I am not completely lost and down and out,I have my home and some family left and whatever crap I have had in my life I have always felt it has had meaning,so I feel good about that and I no longer feel hollow inside,I am a woman of substance and do have future plans and ambitions,slowly but surely my life will get better,hopefully. |
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Member Since Jul 2018
Location: Canada
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#298
So happy and content. Blessed and grateful.
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#299
I feel like panicking.
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#300
I am annoyed .. but I'll be ok.
I just probably should stay away from people, but yet I am plannin on going to a get together tonight oh life, the entangle web I weave __________________ "A laugh is worth a hundred groans in any market." Charles Lamb
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