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Default Oct 26, 2018 at 04:16 PM
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Sleep deprived. Crabby. Worried about work. I want to take my meds early. My anxiety is through the roof and I don’t know why.

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As lonely and spiteful as ever.
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Tired.. and sad.
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Default Oct 27, 2018 at 05:41 PM
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I’m exhausted and I don’t know why. I can barely stay awake. I can’t tell if I really am just not getting enough sleep or if I’m getting sick or what. I thought I slept better last night. Not great but still better then the night before.

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I'm feeling very upset that 11 people were murdered at the "Tree of Life" synagogue today by a s.head antisemite man.
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Default Oct 27, 2018 at 08:35 PM
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Feeling lazy
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Default Oct 28, 2018 at 02:00 AM
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I am feeling at peace.

it's still quite early on a sunday morning so it is very quiet outside- not even much traffic.

figuring I'm going to have some of my coke, (yes, this early), get changed, then get some breakfast
 
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Default Oct 28, 2018 at 08:23 AM
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I woke up crying.
Thinking about how there's so much evidence that i am not valued by others.

Deleting what I wrote..

it's just my path I guess and just deal with it.

It's hurtful what humans do to each other but perhaps this again is just another lesson of me valuing myself...
At least I am strong, even others see that in me.

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Default Oct 28, 2018 at 08:44 AM
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I'm quite happy and content 😊😘
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Default Oct 28, 2018 at 04:25 PM
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It’s getting closer to work, so the worse I’m feeling.

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Default Oct 28, 2018 at 06:22 PM
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Utterly apathetic. My life has zero meaning, and the suggestion that I look within myself for meaning is ridiculous and trite because I am hollow and feel nothing but desperate ennui and despondency.

I'm just better at hiding it some days.
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Sore back Ughhhhh
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Default Oct 29, 2018 at 04:44 AM
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Pissed off i was awoken by someone playing their game on their speakers very loud and then laughing like it’s hilarious.

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Default Oct 29, 2018 at 07:04 PM
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Feeling pretty good right now, I am bored a bit but that's ok.

I have been a little productive, did the vacuuming of the dwelling.. and I actually remembered to turn on the dishwasher before I left this morning, dishes are put away..
I wasn't terribly productive at work but I did finish up checking my yearly logs, there were only two I forgot to put entries for.. I am glad I have my odd memory and some emails

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Default Oct 29, 2018 at 07:18 PM
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I’m feeling decent.

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Default Oct 29, 2018 at 09:31 PM
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I'm not feeling very good. Almost on the verge of crying. I want everything fixed. I'm tired but not willing to sleep. Overwhelmed by how my life is changing. If I had to guess, I'm going into a hypomanic state.

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Default Oct 30, 2018 at 12:48 AM
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Sorry things are so bad for you Kitracer.I hope they improve soon.
I feel a bit despondent today,so many issues are going on with me,the latest being tendonitis I think causing me numbness in my arms and legs.
Weight is gaining not losing,so feel bad about that and blood sugars are too high still,no progress there.But thing is therapy is going great and I feel in a good place even though my situation currently can feel like the same old **** with no progress on solving loneliness and having my own people in my life.I oscillate between feeling what's the point why not just give up and die and feeling oh good I am getting somewhere.I am not completely lost and down and out,I have my home and some family left and whatever crap I have had in my life I have always felt it has had meaning,so I feel good about that and I no longer feel hollow inside,I am a woman of substance and do have future plans and ambitions,slowly but surely my life will get better,hopefully.
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Default Oct 30, 2018 at 07:47 AM
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So happy and content. Blessed and grateful.
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Default Oct 30, 2018 at 02:57 PM
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I feel like panicking.

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Default Oct 30, 2018 at 03:00 PM
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I am annoyed .. but I'll be ok.
I just probably should stay away from people, but yet I am plannin on going to a get together tonight oh life, the entangle web I weave

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