How are you feeling right now #3

Tense. Tense at work. I'm tired with these last minutes changes. Seriously, I've given them proof trials 4 to 6 times. If there are changes or faulty, they should check them during those trials, not when we have finalized or ordered it. I've also been stuck in horrid traffic these days. I've been stuck in this bus right now, for 30 minutes and we've just move around 100 meters.

Bitter and Twisted........

I am really tired.I have a sink full of washing up to do,but I am exhausted and can't get it done tonight...I will do it tomorrow morning.Exhaustion of the physical kind makes me deeply depressed and that is how I am now,I need sleep,I feel like all my time is spent helping others,mainly my elderly mother.I feel drained but it may improve after a good night's sleep!

I’m feeling a variety of things.

But I admitted it to myself tonight. I have an issue and taking care of it myself is not working anymore. My mom says I’m at the point where I’m ignoring the problem instead of taking care of it. I’m talking about my sleep issues. They are affecting everything. I need to see a sleep specialist and actually get help.

Feel going through changes. I mean emotional changes. Keep thinking of the great Buddy Miles song "I'm going through so many changes" Main reason found out today from my primary office I'm diagnosed with Osteoporosis. I know there's treatment but I'm stillv very upset. The diagnosis is so new to me. I need time to digest it.

I had a pretty decent day. Went to the dentist with a broken tooth, and it went a whole lot better than it could have.

i'm feeling a little bit anxious right now, and a bit edgy. i have been feeling very depressed, and feel a bit more cheerful today, but it feels brittle.

Beaten down.....like I am being punished....

The wheel bearings went on my rear wheels that cost me, with a rental car, $1,600.

I am still feeling very tired!I still haven't done the washing up!

Awful. 3:30 am and I am up. Ugh

Bored it's snowing outside no bike ride

I’m not feeling good and I’m actually starting to get concerned.

Tired and frustrated.

Tired, sleepy after long hike on a beautiful fall day. Zzz

Worn out thinking that in 12 hours I'll come to work again. Not because job is dreadful, but I'm thinking I have less for myself. I have 12 hours left before going to work again. I'll use 6-7 hours for six and 2 hours to prepare for work. I only get 3 hours for me.

Like crap , I got broken up sleep this morning and listened to someone repeatedly slam their door. I think they did it for gusto. I couldn’t make it out of bed to go tell them off so I put on some music and went back to sleep. I was in tonnes of pain and still am I went to the emergency room last night. The doctor said I needed to stretch a muscle out and I would get better sleep. I mean I tried some of the exercises and I was in more pain. I have scoliosis and arthritis in the last 5 vertebrae of my spine. I am in constant pain- touch anywhere on my spine I am intense pain. I hurt too much right now to get out of bed. This place echoes and their is constant noise if people are yelling and screaming or slamming doors. It’s 24hours of non stop noise all the time.

I feel like I am in a psych ward in my apartment building. People constantly telling others they want to do a,b,c to someone or something then the cops come and drag them away and they are back several hours later. Then the staff that’s on all the time don’t care about their jobs, and treat us like we are children or those not suppose to be on client files reading them. Right now I am listening to someone whose an elephant above me shaking the whole room my light is swaying back and forth that started at 4am.

I am annoyed, ticked off and of all things beyond mad. I was reaching out for help yesterday and my worker in the building was saying something like “we can make you a cleaning list..” because I said I am so depressed I cannot even do my laundry, have a shower, clean my dishes, sweep the floor, and clean my bathroom. I mean he says that above like I am lazy or something I need someone to listen to me and that by reaching out for help he continues to say other things that trigger me. He doesn’t get it and shouldn’t be working here.

I am tired and sad.

I keep pinching nerves in my fingers and it hurts. I’ve pinched two nerves in 2 different fingers in 3 days.

Sad and triggered by some stuff I just saw on Twitter

Sad and scared cause my T wants me admitted to the hospital but there are no beds. I've been waiting a week.