Checking in: how are you?

I’m feeling confused. My boss just called. There’s a problem at work we can’t figure out. This is going to bug me now.

Wondering why my need to put others first, always tops my needs
(thinking about the stuff I've got scheduled this week/can't let other's down etc).

On the plus side, putting others first is keeping me (relatively) safe at present.

This nasuea sucks so much and nothing seems to help it. I tried just about everything I could today and I still feel like puking my guts out. Advil helps the most and I can take more in a few minutes. I even started snoring all of a sudden I'm guessing because of my stomach issues. I hope my gastro doctor has a cancellation because June is a long way off.

I feel like I am doing great today because I discovered the "Survivor" channel on Pluto TV.


(Pluto TV is one of those places which offers free movies and tv. It's AWSESOME. Survivor is one of my fave all time shows and right now the seasons are around when I left off!)

The fact I have no family doctor right now is giving me some serious anxiety. Complicated matter concerning diabetes 2 that needs attention. Local hosp. says they can do nothing. Can't even check my blood levels. My doc left his practice last Sept. right after changing my dose to see where I stood. Well at this point things feel very wrong. My readings seem to say I'm ok but my physical self is experiencing some extreme energy drops. I'm dealing with hypothyroidism as well so maybe the fatigue is related to that. Maybe a change in meds is due on one or both of these fronts. Or maybe another problem is causing it. $%$#@#@@!!!

I slept almost 3 hours this afternoon. My mom tried waking me up twice and was not quiet when doing stuff around the house. I was just super tired. But I also watched Meet The Press, took a walk, and I'm still at it with the job searching. One job was a no. The other one doesn't seem promising. The 2 other places I want to apply at aren't hiring right now and I'm not in dire need of a job at this moment so I can wait until those places open up.

I feel pretty ok I guess. Kinda achy but its not a big deal.

A friend of mine died 3 weeks ago and I've been having problems with depression again.


I was just starting to improve with the longer days and warmer weather.


Also we decided to paint our new apartment ourselves and it has been strenuous. I've had to do most of the painting myself as my husband developed some muscle pain (he has fibro).

The painting is done (except for some trim we'll finish tomorrow) and I hope I can pull myself up out of this hole and focus on writing again.


My heart goes out to willowtiger, slumberkitty and all who are feeling low

I’m feeling glad it’s Friday. I need a break from working.

I just sent in another appointment request for Tigger

She still has a bit of bunnyhopping every now and again, wondering if the pain meds have stopped working

i don't know what they'll do if the pain meds have stopped working, i can't let her die

Sorry but I just feel like screaming at the top of my lungs and running running running

I was motivated to exercise today and feel better for it.

I'm just going to have to wait it out until my doctors appointment tommorow. I've tried all the OTC and prescribed meds I can. I'm out of zofran. I don't feel like eating but I have eaten some stuff. I'm not even in the mood for water and before I was craving it like crazy I was drinking 80oz a day. Maybe a nap will help.

I fell asleep just like that for 45 minutes and I do feel a bit better now.

Feeling better. Text my old psychologist for help. He gave me a good number. Maybe I won't be homeless too long, I hope.

Just another weekday and hoping to roll a 7.

I feel like a mess. My head hurts because I need to eat but my stomach hurts so I'm not hungry for anything. Its too early for my pepcid and I could really use it. My phone needs to be charged but I don't feel like getting up to get my charger. And I'm wondering how I'll get through the summer with the words "cancerous" being mentioned yesterday. I know if it was urgent they wouldn't have scheduled me out so far. But I'm just worried its going to get worse by then.

I hope you feel better soon, mountain

Would like to sleep but all is ok at the moment.

Could use more zees/zeds. Usually ok when I start moving. *yawn...stretch*

Nauseated and nothing is helping. I have just about an hour until I can take my prescription pepcid. I didn't do anything out of the ordinary today or last night. So I don't know why things seem worse right now.

I feel good. I got a haircut today. 12 inches/30.48 centimeters taken off!

My knee hurts a bit right now. The day was mostly nice. I went to the mall with my folks this afternoon. When I say the mostly nice it`s because we were awakened in the early morning hours by an earthquake, and it made me feel a bit anxious. We had like two small ones yesterday and few small ones today. I feel okay at the moment.

I’m feeling anxious this morning, overthinking my goals.

I'm doing okay. Went to church this AM. Did laundry.

Monday. Man I hates them Mondays. Gonna plug my ears close my eyes and go lalalalalalala....until the b*stard is done and gone. Bring on Tuesday!

I had to drag myself out of bed later then normal again Then I needed to pick up a few things from the Walmart curbside pickup that I ordered last night. I came home and really procrastinated on taking a shower because I was so cold. But I had therapy so I had to take a shower. Then I did my therapy homework, brushed my teeth, and got my backpack and hat all in about 10 minutes of needing to leave. Therapy was uneventful. Now I'm home and I don't feel good and I've tried everything and my mom is bugging me about pizza.