Checking in: how are you?

I lost my mojo. I’m doing terrible and my car got hit. I need my mojo back. Guess I should fly to the Caribbean and get drunk?

Feeling more positive after my husband’s physio appointment today.

I didn't get too sick today. Only a couple times. But it wasn't the nonstop barfing I was doing before. I've found some stuff I can eat safely. I am very tired though.

I was struggling with the heat (meds make me sensitive) in a very hot Walmart. I still wear a mask in Walmart but today I had to take it off because I was going to faint. Then I got home from Walmart and had to run back to town to the vet for medicine for my cat. So, so hot and my water bottle doesn't hold enough water. Maybe I need one of those trendy 40 oz water mug things.


But I was doing ok and ready to go out and water my plants on my porch so I'd officially be inside for the night. I walked outside and a hornet flew up to me with no provocation and stung me. So that topped the heat as the worth part of the day. It's feeling better now, just so it doesn't rub on anything, but I still can't really believe that happened.

So I've had benadryl (it's probably wearing off now) and have been slightly groggy all evening..

I'm bored. Its too hot to do much. Too hot to eat much but fruit and other light things. Not much on TV. I feel ok. I'm just tired from not sleeping good lately. After having the second nightmare again last night about something that is legit going to happen, I went and got a different kind of melatonin. Hopefully it helps.

I’m doing ok. Reading at a coffee shop because I can’t be at home seeing Him doing house projects drunk without getting upset.

Less bored. I’ve been watching out the window, watching strange things people do. Watching the smokers get their fix in the rain. So I’m ok, for a rainy stormy flooding day. Feel like the boy in Dr Seuss book.

Glad I'm ignoring people who are just a waste of space. But I'm doing good today.

I kinda look like a bear today. My hair is all over the place and I could use a shave. I'm feeling better than earlier though.

All over the place. Overwhelming emotion. Hurt, confused, manic, crazy and just all around a mess.

I'm chill mostly. Nothing really bothering me

I'm just in general kind of frustrated today. I'm sure its just nerves about next week.

A bit on the low side. Really upset about my weight and my thyroid issues. I gained 50 pounds since my surgery; I really regret I even did it. I feel so blown up and disgusting. I really hate myself today, on a level I can't even begin to describe.

I’m prettty good. Just being very low key today.

I’m

I don't feel good at all right now and they are playing the song that I hear every time I am sick. I even heard it at immediate care one time. It haunts me or something. Idk I started getting these cramps last night. I went to the bathroom a lot twice this afternoon. I'm throwing up a bit but not much.

At least people at the bbq know I'm being legit

Great! Just got my injection of Invega and feeling like it's already working in my system. I feel perfect. I cannot wait for this day to be more or less normal since that is what I look forward to.....nothing disturbing me really

I haven't been too hungry today and my energy levels have been fine. I think lowering my Geodon was a good idea. I was sick for a couple hours but right now I just feel a bit dehydrated.

Today hasn't been too bad. My stress was ok. I got out of the house a couple times so I didn't get too bored.

Raw emotion today with my weight issues. Just sliding backwards and hungry all the time.

Today, I am sad and allowing myself to feel it.

Its just one of those days. I knew it would be at 11:54 last night.

I’m trying to let go of the really bad memories of the past

sometimes that’s all we can do to heal

I feel pretty good today. I only threw up once early this morning. My stomach is pretty calm. I had some bad heartburn but I took 4 tums and its been fine since. My anxiety is fine. I went out shopping and I had no issue.