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I woke up from what seemed like a very long dream and it was something I will not easily forget. I don't normally have nightmares, but once in a blue moon I will get one. I had a dream that I had spent the night at Christina and Deannas house, and I was so tired, instead of driving home I fell asleep in my car. I woke up and went in the house to let them know I was going to go home. Once I said my goodbyes, I walked outside, and discovered my blue Camaro was stolen. My phone starts vibrating and I look at the message and its a text from my sister and it says "Get in the house and lock the doors, there are two murderers in the area and I'm watching the news right now, and I see your car!!!" I bolted in the house and locked the door, I was hysterical. Suddenly, there was a gap in the dream, we went from locking the doors to being held hostage in a mall. I had found out that the Hells Angels had stolen my car. I then said "You know what, they can have it, I'm done with sports cars I'll just buy a Saturn". At that point I even considered moving to Canada, what had this world come to? The mall was dark and filled with all different types of people, and there were other bikers from other clubs trapped in there with us as well. There were two specifics; there was Hells Angels rivals, not sure of the name, but they wore specifically black and white, with some wearing a white skeleton on their leather. As we walked around scared to death, we realised Hells Angels rival was the friend and would not hurt us, they started to put us in black and white clothing. I also ran into a biker gang that wore all navy blue. There were not as many of them, but they were also on our side. I went looking around for Jay and my family, and we were all in a line down a hallway, and we were not allowed to stray out of the line. There was a female and male in front of me, and they decided to rape me. Just then Jay came walking up and punched the guy and I followed Jay to a vacant store. I said "I'm so sorry, so so sorry I had no choice". I was so glad to see Jay, he was alive and that meant the world to me. Next was too see if my family was alive. My dad was still delivering mail, so I knew he was safe, but my sister, brother and mom were god knows where. I was in shambles, the world I once knew had turned into evil. Jay and I split up to look for my family, and I had finally found them. They were shaken up but I was so glad to see them alive. I met a guy wearing black and white and I was told to follow him to make sure there were no more Hell's Angels left. I ran after him and followed. The Hells Angels were gone. Police soon flooded the halls and the doors were opened. They were filling innocent victims into nearby busses, and I knew I had to find Jay and my family. I went looking inside again, and found them, but I couldn't find Jay. I tried calling his cell but it rang once and went to voicemail. In my mind I knew everything was going to be okay, and he would be able to hold his own. THE END.
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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Wow, your life feeling a bit out of control, BB? :-)
I use to dream about mafia figures from time to time/gangsters from the 30's and 40's. Other times I'd dream about spies. I think they're very cliche/figurative. What's the first thing the bikers make you think of in relation to your actual life? The black and white dressing thing might be a clue; maybe you're thinking about something in black and white terms? Something "scary," that feels all powerful or that you don't feel you have control over? You've been thinking about getting pregnant? Lot of "family" references and "looking for" family.
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lmao! Yes I have been thinking about getting pregnant, how stttrrrraaangggeee! A month ago I did watch something on TV about the biker gangs, so i think thats where my brain at least gathered that part. As far as family, I am part of a very close immediate family, never had family problems in my life. That is interesting how you picked up on "looking for" and "family", that was cool!
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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