Thank you for your message, i tried for ages to figure out how to reply but i dont think i can or maybe i am just not very good at this yet haha

Couldnīt send you a mail either because i havenīt written enough on this forum yet.. So i will just reply here instead
I am actually ok today. Yesterday i had such a good day with lots of fun. I LAUGHED, something i havenīt done for a long time. Then i feel just fine and instantly think that i am all ok and nothing is ever wrong with me. But soon enough my mood can change as it usualy does. Untill that happens i am just gonna enjoy the ride
Thank you for asking, it means a lot to me. How are you feeling?