2009 is going to be ****ing good

I bought a beautiful sky blue dress and went dancing at a _posh downtown hotel and ate an elegant meal (lobster ravioli and all...) Yes all my Christmas money I asked for is gone but well worth it. A quiet yet beautiful boy asked me to dance. Had some Peaches & Seven. Had more Peaches & Seven. Switched to Pinaeapple juice & Morgan's Coconut Rum(just had to vary it......boredom is my contant enemy) ( enemy was kept at bay to-nite...) This boy, Joey, well he kissed me under some Christmas mistletoe deemed too beautiful to throw out....drank Sex on the Beach at this point..lol...the rock star of the band well he played I Feel Like a Woman. And I did. 2009 is going to be beautiful. Sure, it begins with cold gray non-eventful months..but Spring will come. My laptop I am writing from will be taken outside once more and i share beauty with you, all of you, each and every one. Setbacks well they happen. But I am at a such a good place. I even changed my avatar to Drew Barrymore because she is naturally _human I feel enjoyed her in Ever After. I feel like a star, As it approached midnight and now I switched to kiddie cocktail just to be safe. The buzz that I _already had got me outgoing (even more outgoing then I naturally am) ( and that is pretty outgoing) Well I danced and slapped cute boys butts. I even slapped the rock star's butt. Time has come for my butt to go to bed. Time no longer seems enemy-like..it as if time is a pink sunset ready to ease me into the next day with the darkness letting me know the pink I may not see it but yes it is there.