[jen29]

Ok, so I know it's been 12 years ago on the 30th of October that my grandmother passed away. She died six weeks to the day of her diagnose of cancer. She was in such pain. But her children were all there when came the time for her to take her last breath.
I know it's been 12 years and everyone but me seems to be "over" it and being able to move on with their lives. I think about her 24/7. I want to hug her and tell her I love her and I miss her. I want her to hold me and tell me that things are going to work out and be ok. But that's not going to happen.
Tomorrow is going to be hard, I have been in bed and not done hardly a thing for the last 3 weeks, and tomorrow isn't going to be any different.
Hugs to everyone,
Jen

[PlanningtoLive]

{{{{{{{Jen}}}}}}}} you need to take extra care of yourself. We all work thru grief in our own ways, I am trying to deal with mine as well. There is no set time as to when you are over it.

I send my sympathies to you and warm hugs. Please try to get thru the day as best as you can.



Mary Alice

[MaggieMay93]

Jen29 - its a great compliment to a lady that obviously meant a lot to you but I'm sure she would want to know that you are making the most of your life. She will look after you...go do the things you know would make her smile.
Good luck to you.