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Dec 02, 2009, 12:41 PM
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I have never come to this area before, but as one of my sisters at this very moment is bleeding out from a life time of alcohol. She is only 47.
 Life has been horrible and this is the way this sister chose to deal with the past pain. Pain she could never face, would'nt allow herself to feel the ugliness. They say she has 48 hours left and that family should come now...  There are many ignorant issues that allow us not to be there to say our finally goodbyes. But of we 4 sisters - She Knows we love her and one another. The past 6 years - as a miracle - she lived this long. Even doctors were amazed.  We have all shared a love, yet were never allowed to share as children. Even now - it is an enstranged relationship due to trust.  The pain of not knowing each other - the pain to know what we could have, should have had shared all thsee years together. Never allowed to be. Because of She, (the mother) who Still remains - in denial. Still in denial of what we became because of what she'd done. The chosen acts of dumbness to brought our this far. Yet, She remains - in denial. After 20 years later - we came together, only to now see one of us about to pass. We had only 4 years to try to bond - but there was an awful difficult - The strangness between us because of years lost, that never did exist, and still now will never come. I'm not sure what I feel. My sister has had so many close calls - But this seems the last. I write not only in saddness but in Anger for the life time were we forced to be kept apart from on another. Yet She remains - in Denial. |
 Anonymous29357, lynn09
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Dec 02, 2009, 01:47 PM
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honey I am so sorry. I have never lost a sibling so I don't know how you are feeling but my thoughts and prayers are with you right now.
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| Anonymous29357, lynn09
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Dec 02, 2009, 02:55 PM
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This makes my heart ache for you. I am so very sorry.
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| Anonymous29357, lynn09
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Dec 02, 2009, 03:36 PM
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So sorry to hear that starlite
you and your family are in my thoughts.
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| Anonymous29357, lynn09
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Dec 02, 2009, 08:11 PM
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(((((((((((((Star))))))))))))))))
I'm so sorry. 
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| Anonymous29357, lynn09
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Dec 03, 2009, 04:40 AM
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(((starlite)))
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 Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long. |
| Anonymous29357, lynn09
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Dec 03, 2009, 08:44 PM
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my deepest sympathies go out to you and your family.
no-one deserves to feel such pain. im so sorry for what happened - i do hope that you're able to recover and live your life normally. always remember her. always remember the good times you shared with her. always keep her memory alive, never forget her. never forget what she meant to you. i pray for you and your family, i do hope everything will be okay. (L) |
| Anonymous29357, lynn09
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Dec 05, 2009, 03:32 AM
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(((((starlite & her sisters)))))
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| Anonymous29357
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Dec 05, 2009, 02:11 PM
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