I miss her...

I miss my Grammie who passed away on June 11th. For some reason, it's only begun sinking in now that I will never ever see her again, and I can't stop crying when I think about it (as long as I am alone). I don't want to overreact to this, or have others think I'm overreacting but I do miss her terribly. Ive begun worrying about losing my mother, and what I'd do without her, or losing someone else close to me. The other day the fear was almost overwhelming.

I just want her back for one more day, one more hour or one more second so I can kiss her goodbye and tell my wonderful Grammie how good she was to me and how much I appreciated everything she was. God I miss her.

i'm so sorry for your loss. and i understand your fear that you will lose someone else. i believe that it is a normal response when we grieve. xoxoxo pat

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I'm so sorry for your loss. I wish I had heaps of advice for you. Grief is such an individual thing and everyone seems to go through it differently. I hope you have support as you deal with this. Take care of yourself and know we care.