Meaninglessness

My boyfriend died, we were together ten years. That was 8 1/2 almost 9 months ago. My brother died in 2006. My only other sibling, my other brother died in 2007.

I have an elderly, frail mother who won't be with me much longer.

I have no children, and I'm 55, so there won't be any children.

I have no real friends.

I'm so lonely, sad and scared.

What do I have to live for with no one left to love?

You are feeling the same as I am and it is hard to deal with I know. My wife died in febuary of 2012 She had no children eather. I had been with for twelve years of my life. After that I had my friend die two months after that. I had her dog at only 5 years die after that and now my father was just diegnosed with lung and brain cancer. I know how hard it is truely. Help might be a good thing someone to talk to a group something you should look for one please. You can alway's talk to me if you need to. one of the reason's you should try is because you are one of a kind and that would be a bad thing not to have you in this world to be that way. I don't live mylife week by week or month by month or year by year anymore I found out that my grandfather was right when he said secound by secound and hour by hour. So please try and alway's remember that you where not put on this earth without a purpose and not being special. I am so sorry for all your loss All my hug's and wishe's COWBOY1.

Welcome to PC AutoAccount! I hope you will feel less alone here and make some friends in the forums. Don't give up hope, it's not too late to change things up and try different things to meet people who might become friends. I hope PC will be helpful for you.

Hi dear "Auto" ~ You are SPECIAL. You were put here for a reason. I'm so sorry you feel alone, and that your siblings are gone. But still you were put here for a REASON, and it's up to you to find out what that reason is. God puts all of us here for something -- it's not to just take up 'space.' Sometimes it takes some of us a little longer than others to find out what that reason is.

Maybe it's to work with the elderly, or to work with children, animals, plants, etc. WE have to figure that out. Maybe it's to come HERE and to talk with others just like US and to help ease others minds who are going thru the same thing.

But your title of "meaningless" does NOT apply to you! You definitely are NOT meaningless! You are SPECIAL and IMPORTANT. You are needed in this world, and will surely make an imprint! You can start at any age, my friend. Why not start now? God bless you and PLEASE take care. Hugs, Lee

your going through a lot of pain right now, im so sorry. you have suffered many loses, yet your still here, you are stronger than you give yourself credit for, i'm grieving for a lose in my life as well, and i am focusing on what i can do for the people close to me rather than this lingering pain i feel. maybe getting yourself busy helping others will get you out of your own head, it works for me, i wish you all the best, and i agree with leed you defintily are NOT meaningless! your worth more than you know. i care about you, hang in there!