[thersalng]

MY COUSIN DIED LAST MONTH, I'M HAVING TROUBLE WITH IT. DOCTOR'S DON'T UNDERSTAND I CAN'T HANDLE IT. I WANT TO JOIN HER.I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANY MORE. I'M TIRED OF FIGHTING IT.IF YOU KNOW A DOCTOR FOR ONLINE PLEASE LET ME KNOW..THANK YOU THERSA LONG

[TerryL]

Hi Theresa--I am so sorry for your loss and for your pain. Here are some resources I copied from the Depression forum --

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
http://www.suicide.org/
http://www.hopeline.com/
http://www.suicideforum.com/

Maybe someone else knows of more sites. My thoughts are with you.

[cowboy1]

Hi I am sorry for your loss realy I am from the heart. I know how you feel and it is so hard to leave that state. In febuarywould of this year I lost my bride to be and we had been togeather for twelve years and two more after that. Now my father has cancer and that will be the fourth.You need to stop sometimes and think of what the other person would be saying to you and im shure they would whant you to live and see you better than what they where. I had my grandfather say to me that dont live your day year by year, or month by month, or week by week, live your life day by day and secound by secound. So if im fighting please do it yourself and try. If you need someone dont hesatate to get ahold of me. COWBOY1.

[Bulinka]

Thersa, I'm sorry for your loss. I know what you feel. 4 years ago also my cousine died. She was my age. She had anorexia but I didn't really know it. On the end of her life we didn't have really good contact. It is hard to deal with it. And maybe now it's impossible for you to live, to laugh, to think it'll be ok. But everythink is going to be fine. Everyone need time to accept. Don't be angry if you need more than doctor's are saying. Big hugs, I'm with you with my heart.

[pinklady123]

im sorry for your loss but it can only get better am sure ur cousin will be looking down wanting you to be happy. i lost my brother that was hard but it gets hard sometimesand better to open up and talk to someone. my brother and i was really close but dealt with it by keeping busy

[Rose3]

Hi Thersa - it sounds like you really miss your cousin, and feel a big emptiness because of this loss. I'm sorry for your loss, it's hard to lose someone who you care about, and you had good times together, so you want to be with your cousin. But maybe slow things down a bit, and think of all those good things about your cousin. And try to let your cousin be peaceful, as you adjust to living with the memory of your cousin. All the best to you.