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Aug 17, 2013, 08:30 AM
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So far I am holding up, but I can really feel the loss of his physical presence.
We are going to have a small cook out at my Step mother's house. We are going to the local farmers market to buy his favorite cheesecake. I miss him more than words can stay. I still wonder why God took him so soon. He would have been 28. Jason my beautiful beautiful boy wait for me, I love you
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 JASON 8/17/1985 to 1/03/2013 I miss you sweetheart |
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Aug 17, 2013, 09:18 AM
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My heart goes out to you today as you honor Jason.
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Aug 17, 2013, 09:55 AM
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(((((Speed3))))))
 your dragonfly is on it's way,am sure  gismo x
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Aug 17, 2013, 01:32 PM
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Speed, I am thinking about you and Jason today. I hope you can find some peace in this beautiful day. (((Speed)))
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Aug 18, 2013, 03:16 PM
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It was so hard to keep a brave face yesterday. As the day went on I found myself retreating into myself. I started to feel incredibly depressed and sad. My whole mind and body ached.
I started to have flash backs when we found him. I kept trying to change the outcome in my mind. I kept going over the events of the day. It is so hard to accept Jason being very much alive then less than 30 minutes later on the floor blue with no heart beat. Why WhY Why I feel like a ghost most of me died with him.
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Aug 18, 2013, 05:36 PM
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"I feel like a ghost, most of me died with him".
God Speed, as you know I am not a parent, but I know that feeling all to well. You were extremely brave on his birthday. And it's okay that you're hurting, it really is. The first birthday, holidays, etc, are torture. You feel such a void and it consumes you. You celebrated though, and that takes strength. I am sure, where ever he is, he was with you that day and always. I know it's so hard to look back at the point where you found him. You try to change everything and struggle and god, it hurts. But you're still here. And that is so incredible. You are being so strong, and I give you all of my love because of it. You'd make him so proud. You are.
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Aug 23, 2013, 01:03 PM
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Oh Speed, my heart goes out to you. You must be feeling so sore. I can't help but think of that beautiful dragonfly story and hope that your dragonfly will be visiting soon.
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