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Last night I dreamed my best friend had lived and she came over and we were in my room catching up just like regular times. I kept thinking, I'm so happy she's alive, I'm so happy she's here. What felt like ten minutes into a dream my reality set in. My brain said to me, "No, she isn't Allie, she's dead" and I was jolted awake. I wish my brain could have let me have this dream for a little longer...I just wanted a little more time with her. I miss her so much..
Now I can't stop crying.
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Allie Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder. I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress. I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016
![]() Last edited by atomicc; Feb 25, 2014 at 01:25 PM. |
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It is always hard to lose someone close to you. I know. And when you dream about that person all of the emotions of the loss come flooding back. The one thing we can be grateful for, if you want to call it that, is that we do have a few moments where we are happy and back with that person. It isn't easy but I try to remind myself that whenever I dream of my mom.
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’’In the end, it’s not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away’’ |
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