[Benjaminsmum]

My only child took his life 53 days ago. It was always just the two of us and now he is gone.
I have a lot of support and love from my friends and family members but I've never felt so alone in my life. I'm broken.
I don't want to see people to talk about the grieving process and I don't want medication. I want someone to tell me that my precious, beautiful boy is at peace and no longer afraid. In short, I want to talk to someone who talks to spirits, someone who is kosher and knows nothing about me.
Has anyone else felt like this? Do you feel reassured after visiting a spiritulist?
I feel like I'm slowly losing my mind. Please help.
Many thanks.

[kaliope]

hi benjaminsmum
i am not what you are looking for, but having been desperate enough to want to complete this act myself, i want to say i believe that benjamin is now at peace and no longer afraid. this act is about wanting the pain to end and now for him, it has. I am so, so sorry that you are left to deal with the after effects of this. I know this was not his intention. if you need to talk, after three posts, you can click on my name or any liaison and send us a private message, we would be happy to listen and support you. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome

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I dont have any advice, but I just wanted to tell you that I am so, so sorry for this huge loss you have had. I cannot imagine how sad you mist be and I am so sorry youre going through this,

[Pikku Myy]

Every little bit of happy energy is being sent your way So saddened to hear....