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Old Jun 02, 2015, 08:45 AM
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Hi there,

I've been trying to study for exams but I feel like I'm 'somewhere else' all the time.. I stopped to listen to my inner voice which said I'm 'at deep grief'. Thought I'd share this to see if I can then move on..

I've shared a lot about my past here. Five years ago, I dropped out of university in order to start seeing a therapist. With her help, I've dealt with my issues concerning my childhood and growing up with unavailable, even crazy, parents..

I still feel absolutely gutted that my mum doesn't love me.. Not fully. Every time I say this, my therapist says, 'No, she didn't know how to..' My therapist sounds compassionate towards my mum, but I feel angry. I keep thinking my mum could've learned to love me had she wanted to, but she didn't.. I find it so hard to understand, and so hurtful.
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Old Jun 02, 2015, 10:41 AM
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Hi there,

I've been trying to study for exams but I feel like I'm 'somewhere else' all the time.. I stopped to listen to my inner voice which said I'm 'at deep grief'. Thought I'd share this to see if I can then move on..

I've shared a lot about my past here. Five years ago, I dropped out of university in order to start seeing a therapist. With her help, I've dealt with my issues concerning my childhood and growing up with unavailable, even crazy, parents..

I still feel absolutely gutted that my mum doesn't love me.. Not fully. Every time I say this, my therapist says, 'No, she didn't know how to..' My therapist sounds compassionate towards my mum, but I feel angry. I keep thinking my mum could've learned to love me had she wanted to, but she didn't.. I find it so hard to understand, and so hurtful.


sorry you're hurting

thanks for sharing, and i really hope it helps you cary on with your studdies.

what is it you are studying?
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Old Jun 05, 2015, 03:07 PM
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Thank you, shattered sanity

Sharing helped a bit with the anxiety I was feeling, and moaning to my therapist helped a bit more..

I'm taking communication studies and a couple of other courses in uni this summer. The workload is immense! But I need the credits..
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Old Jun 07, 2015, 01:15 AM
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i'm sorry you feel your mum doesn't love you. do you have siblings? if you do, how is your mum with them?
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