[eggplantlife]

I do not want to do this but recently saw through another person how messed up I was and make others sad.

I decided to go through grieving again as someone said to heal. She made me see how really messed up I am.

I started to open up to new people.

So trying to feel what someone says that you live better if you realize you are dying.

But overall, I miss everyone and thing. But am moving forward though i do need a lot of help. Being strong for me. I know I am not making sense but had a need to write.

[eggplantlife]

Kind of sad no one responded. I need friends.

[elin95]

I'm glad that you are opening up to people. Keep it going

Originally Posted by eggplantlife

Kind of sad no one responded. I need friends.

we're your friends

sorry we didn't respond sooner

i do greeve for lost time and lost experiences.

i know it's not the same thing, but that's sort of the case for me

i can't let go of the feeling that you can never get time back.

once it's gone, that's it

[jaynedough]

Hi Eggplantlife. I, too, have been grieving over the loss of my life. I'm sorry that you're having to deal with this. Keep posting.