Best friend killed herself

stefano · Nov 27, 2019, 03:26 PM

It's almost 9.30PM over here. For YEARS I've been waiing this time to start Telegram and waiting for my best friend to come online. She would salute me with "ave" because I am a true Roman... And then we would SHARE feelings and wipe away each other's loneliness for a couple of hours.
But this will not happen today or ever again.

The pain may subdue a bit with time, but I have lost my BLESSING.
Thank you for reading.

CANDC · Nov 27, 2019, 10:03 PM

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Originally Posted by stefano

It's almost 9.30PM over here. For YEARS I've been waiing this time to start Telegram and waiting for my best friend to come online. She would salute me with "ave" because I am a true Roman... And then we would SHARE feelings and wipe away each other's loneliness for a couple of hours.
But this will not happen today or ever again.

The pain may subdue a bit with time, but I have lost my BLESSING.
Thank you for reading.

Stefano, I am sorry for these string of reminders of your loss. It must be very difficult for you.

We do have a chatroom with a chat on every othere Thursday night EST at 8PM but that is 2AM Friday for you so not sure that is good timing for you. Next one is Nove 28thEST at 8pm for me that is tomorrow.

If you are free, feel free to pop in

stefano · Nov 28, 2019, 11:35 AM

Thank you very much CANDC. Maybe I'll pay a visit.

Anyway I am also visiting an italian forum with chatroom, which is not as good as PC but still good.

Dec 02, 2019, 11:53 AM

this is exactly what happened to my best friend bethany.

I am sorry this happened to you too

take care of yourself- grieving is difficult

I'm still not over beth. their are triggers everywhere

((((hugs)))))

Buffy01 · Dec 12, 2019, 02:34 PM

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Originally Posted by stefano

That's it. She was overwhelmed by depression. Body not found but I know what she did.

she used to be in this forum, 30 yo.

it's over two weeks now.

We have been best friends for 12 years, she was like a small sister or a daughter. We where on skype almost every evening.

I feel betraied but also guilty. The pain is so sharp, the void so huge, the tears so bitter.

I loved her the best I could. Was not enough. Depression due to CEN won.

I'm just going through the days, waiting that one day life may restart for me.

I used to be greteful for this amazing friendship every night before bedtime, now I must go on by myself.

Thank you

I'm very sorry for your loss. I lost a brother in law to suicide. Remember she had more pain than she could cope with that was just unbearable for her.

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