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Aug 04, 2020, 01:28 AM
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I lost my fiancé to suicide august 7 2003 while I was pregnant with our son. With his anniversary of passing approaching I can’t stop my brain from replaying it all over again. The image of finding him and trying so desperately to make him breathe again never goes away. It’s going on 17 years .. and this year it’s hitting me hard.. I can’t help but wish I could go be with him. Been feeling empty and alone, even though I’m not, I never gave myself time to cope with losing him.. once my son was born I just drank until I couldn’t feel anymore. Last night for the first time in 14 years
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Aug 04, 2020, 02:07 PM
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Hello ARC: I see this is your first post here on PC. Welcome to Psych Central.
 I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. Hopefully coming here to PC can be of some comfort & support for you.  One additional forum, here on PC, that may be of interest to you would be the Coping with Emotions forum. Here's a link: https://psychcentralforums.com/coping-with-emotions/ And then here are links to 7 articles, from Psych Central's archives, that (hopefully) may be of some help: Complicated Grief: How to Get Unstuck Grief and Loss Quiz How to Sit with Painful Emotions Several Ways to Sit with Your Feelings https://blogs.psychcentral.com/weigh...-with-sadness/ https://psychcentral.com/blog/unders...al-flashbacks/ https://blogs.psychcentral.com/imper...tional-wounds/ I hope you find PC to be of benefit. 
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Aug 05, 2020, 11:23 AM
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Hi, ARC, and welcome to Psych Central!
 What a terrible thing to have to deal with! I'm sorry. I suggest you see a therapist as well as talking to us. It sounds like your grief is still active and even getting worse. Okay?
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