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Aug 04, 2020 at 01:28 AM
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I lost my fiancé to suicide august 7 2003 while I was pregnant with our son. With his anniversary of passing approaching I can’t stop my brain from replaying it all over again. The image of finding him and trying so desperately to make him breathe again never goes away. It’s going on 17 years .. and this year it’s hitting me hard.. I can’t help but wish I could go be with him. Been feeling empty and alone, even though I’m not, I never gave myself time to cope with losing him.. once my son was born I just drank until I couldn’t feel anymore. Last night for the first time in 14 years
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